Always you - Justin Bieber

Part 3 - "A week of fun"

The annoying ringtone of my alarm going off down my ear as I looked at the time, six am, great. However, when I remembered I will be with Justin my mood brightened immediately, and I got a boost of energy running through my body, oh and Chaz and Ryan will be there. I looked at my half packed bag and rolled my eyes as a message from Justin came through.

'Pick you up in an hour, hope you're ready;) - Justin' 

I rolled my eyes trying to ignore the butterflies bursting into my stomach and smiled slightly at my phone as I threw, panties, bra's, six tops, six jeans, and three pairs of shoes and my makeup bag. My suitcase was built up to the max I sighed and sat on the case as I zipped it up. Looking at the clock, half an hour, shit. I ran to the bathroom, showered, makeup, clothes. When it comes to looking good I don't really try for Justin Ryan and Chaz, they have seen me at my worst so they can cope with bad.

I looked at my clock, ten minutes. I took a deep breath and sat down taking everything in. I have became stronger and I don't want my past to return. I know overtime I hear a girl come out his mouth my heart breaks and I don't know what to do or act, but I love him and I can't leave him or not have him in my life. 

I think when you have a connection with someone it never goes away, maybe Justin's connection and my connections of different types, however we both mean a lot to each other and I think I need people like Justin in my life. People who care. My dad shouted my name and called me down causing me to jump up and  looking out my window and seeing a car drive up as I grabbed my suitcase and ran down the stairs in excitement. 

"You ready to go?" My dad asked, as I slowly nodded. "All packed, got everything?" He asked.

"Yeah dad I'm fine," My dad is very protective and caring over me, because of what happened with my sister and my reaction out of it, he is worried about me because of the things that still go on in the present. 

"Good" The doorbell rang and I smiled lightly at him, I think he secretly knows I have a crush on Justin but he keeps it to himself because it's awkward, he's my dad. "You get that, I'll get your case" He winked and I smiled and ran the door. 

"Who's ready for a week of fun!" Justin bounced up and down as I looked at him strangely however began to laugh at his childish behaviour.. My dad put the suitcase next to me as Justin then grabbed it.

"You know what to do Bieber" My dad played around as I rolled my eyes but then laughed after it.

"Course, look after your girl" He chuckled and played with my hair.

"Hey! I am almost sixteen" I said in defence as my dad chuckled behind me and patted my head in a careful way.

"Almost, your still daddies little girl" He kissed my head "Take care, don't get over stressed. If anything happens again Amelia ring me okay?" He said as I rolled my eyes.

"Yes dad" I said kissing his cheek "I'll ring you" I smiled and walked to the car. "Bye!" I shouted as Justin helped in the car which was getting driven by Chaz, he was driving us everywhere because he got his licence the other day for his birthday. "You are really letting him drive?" I asked Ryan who shrugged and smiled. 

"Got to do what you got to do" Ryan smiled "it's like old times" Ryan said as Chaz began to drive "All of us, together, enjoying each others company, I miss these times" Ryan said sighing. What he actually said was emotional because we all grew up and drifted apart. 

"But" Chaz stretched out the word "Amelia got new friends" They all looked at me in a snarl and I put my arms up in defence. 

"Okay, explain this to me" I got there attention and put my hands together "One girl, three boys. The boys want to get other girls, while the girl would sit there on her own. Or" I said extending the 'or' "The girl could get new friends and also be good friends with her old friends" I clapped and sat back "Everyone's happy" I smiled and Chaz rolled his eyes as Justin laughed making my stomach explode with butterflies. I remember the day I knew I loved him. When my sister Ashley died, her death felt like yesterday.

My sister Ashley, she was my big sister and we was very close, even Justin was close to her. When she was in a car accident she was sent to hospital, she dint die straight away, she was in a coma. That was the worse, we all knew she wouldn't make it, but for God to torment us and give us the slightest hope that she could make it and live a happy life, that was the cruel part. 

When she died, I lost apart of me. I stopped eating, I wouldn't go out, I wouldn't talk to anyone apart from Justin. He was my real friend and always will be. He came straight t my house every day after school to make sure I was okay. If he had work he would do it in my house, or he would just chill and watch movies with me. He was making sure I was okay, even when he knew I weren't. I suffered bad nightmares and had constant panic attacks, my life went form really good to real bad. I hated my life I didn't want to live anymore. 

I had always had feelings for Justin, I just didn't know how strong they were until we was watching The Fault In Our Stars, I knew he hated the movie, he watched it so i was happy. I remember Gus was explaining how he felt towards Hazel and that he was in love with her. I remember looking over at Justin and my heart bursting with so many emotions and I realised what I felt weren't a small crush. It was love and that's why I can't tell him, because I can't loose him. If I loose Justin and he isn't there to save me. Then I would go back the way I used to be, with no help.

"Hey?" I looked at Justin and smiled lightly as he raised an eyebrow at me. "You okay?" He asked making my heart flutter knowing he cares about me. I know he cares but I know only as a friend, we love each other in different ways. 

"Yeah" I smiled as he made me put my head on his shoulder and I took in this moment. 

These moments are the best, when I feel like I don't need anyone else in the world and I just need him because, if I loose someone like Justin in my life I don't know what I would do. He is my everything.

"We are here bitches!" Chaz yelled making me jump in surprise. I looked around and seen we was near a beach. "I booked us a hotel on the beach" Chaz winked and I gasped.

"Oh my god!" I said happily "I am so excited!" I gasped grabbing my suitcase 

"Two rooms, two beds" Ryan said. "Me and Chaz, you and Justin" He smiled as Chaz looked at me in the corner of his eye. Chaz knows I love Justin, he is on to how I look and feel about him but he doesn't tell anyone, he is like my therapist about Justin I always tell him how I feel and he gives me advice, where as Ryan, not on to a thing so he helps Justin get the girls. Thanks Ryan. 

"Fine with me, lets go!" Justin said smiling and leading us. "Why don't we go down the beach in like an hour?" Justin said and I nodded. 

"We should! It's hot!" I gasped. Once we checked in and got our room keys, both of our rooms were right next to each other. 

"We will meet you guys on the beach in half an hour?" Ryan said and I nodded. 

"Sure see you guys then" I smiled opening the door and seeing the hotel with the gorgeous view of the beach. "Woah" I chuckled as Justin agreed. "Lets get ready" We got out swimwear and something to wear over the clothing and walked out.

"Shall we?" Justin asked in a British accent.

"We shall" I said linking him as he laughed at my awful attempt of a British accent.