Today is my birthday. My flight is in five hours. I need to be in the airport in three hours. I sighed and sat on the bed. Today is the day I am free, the day no one will have any worried. The day I come to realise I only need myself. It will be hard leaving but I need to go. I sighed and grabbed the suitcase from under the bed as I began to pack all my clothes and shows making sure the room was empty.
I picked up a picture of me and Justin and left it on my bed. I have plenty of things to remind me of Justin I doubt he has any of me, I will leave him this so he remembers a good memory. I wish I could go back to the days when Selena weren't here. Like when we made songs together. Like overboard. That song was so amazing. I was proud to call Justin my best friend I still am I won't get a better best friend than Justin was too me ever, but sometimes people change. I sighed looking at the picture and walked out. I walked into the bathroom and into the new mirror.
Scooter got us a new one but explained I fell over and ran into it. He seemed curious but didn't bother to ask more questions. I grabbed all my shit. Maybe when I am gone Selena will replace me. I hope not but what ever I give up caring. Walking back in my room and picking up my suitcase and walking into the living room seeing Ryan Chaz and Justin.
"Happy Birthday" Ryan said with a smile but his face dropped into a frown. "Why the bag?" He asked me and I sighed.
"I am eighteen now, an adult." I said. "I can move out. Start a fresh" Justin's face dropped.
"Are you serious?" He asked and I nodded.
"It is for the best I am just making you guys worry and causing a downer on the tour it isn't fair on any of us." I shrugged.
"Amelia you can't leave me, why are you leaving!" He shouted.
"I am constantly getting hurt Justin" I sighed and seen Selena walk in and her eyes widen when she seen my bag. "This isn't good for none of you guys, your career, your guys fun, your relationship. I am a walking downer. I should leave and move off rom everything." I sighed.
"I thought you moved on though Amelia!" He walked closer to me. "Don't leave me please" He begged and I smiled lightly at him.
"It is for the best" I said and he frowned and rubbed his face to try and calm down which is what he needed because he was angry.
"How Amelia!" He snapped. I sighed at him and put my bag on the floor and let it go.
"It just is Justin, trust me." I said pitching the bridge of my nose and everyone was quiet you could cut the tension with a knife.
"Don't you care about me anymore Amelia, is this why you are leaving. You don't care?" He asked and I shook me head.
"I love you" His face dropped "I have told you before, and I will tell you again" I gulped "My whole life I have been afraid of rejection, the fear of never being loved. You have brought my fear to life Justin!" I shouted "You ruined me! You have made me feel so little and fragile! What does she give you that I wouldn't?" Tears came in my eyes "Is it because she is prettier? Or skinnier than me Justin?" I sobbed "What is it!" I screamed.
"I don't know!" He yelled back punching a wall. "We never tried anything Amelia! How can I control how I feel, what do you want me to do?" He asked I sniffed and I decided something I should've done a long time ago.
"Tell me how you feel, if you want me to go, and if you don't love me and you want her I will go, and not come back ever" I crossed my arms holding tears back
"Amelia" He said sadly.
"Who is it Justin, me? Or her" I asked wanting to be sick over my choice of words but I needed to know where I stood with my best friend and the boy who will forever own my heart.
"Amelia please, don't do this" He begged me.
"Pick Justin me or her?" I asked and I didn't get an answer but Selena walked over to him and he didn't bother pushing her away so I felt my heart break but I forced a small smile and nodded. "Thank you" I said and kissed his cheek. "For everything you ever done for me Justin, never forget me okay? Be happy, do anything that keeps you happy. If you ever need me I will be there for you Justin but for now I need to be on my own." I cried. "I love you okay?" He nodded looking down and Ryan and Chaz were crying. I hugged them both. "I love you guys thank you so much." I said they just cried.
I looked at Selena and she looked down. "Amelia maybe you could just s-" I cut her off shaking my head.
"Promise me something?" I said and she looked me in the eye. "Don't hurt him" I whispered. "I am trusting you with the boy I love and my best friend please don't leave him ever Selena" I cried she nodded but colour drained form her face. "Goodbye guys I love youse" I sobbed.
I walked out for a taxi and Justin ran after me. Holding onto me. "Don't leave me please Amelia I am so sorry, I love you we can try something I sighed and pulled him off me.
"Be safe. Okay?" I said and he nodded. "I love you" I cried. "I love you so much Justin it hurts. But I need to find someone who feels the same way, you will always hold a place in my life and I will never ever forget you" I said and he hugged me tight I stepped into the taxi and he fell to the floor crying. "Stay safe" I mumbled and told the taxi driver to drive.
I looked behind me and seen Justin slowly fade away and pushing Selena out the way. Goodbye Justin.
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Always you - Justin Bieber
Fanfiction'"I love you" His face dropped "I have told you before, and I will tell you again" I gulped "My whole life i have been afraid of rejection, the fear of never being loved. You have brought my fear to life Justin!" I shouted "You ruined me! You have m...
