Always you - Justin Bieber

Part 22 - "I have fucked up a lot"

After the taxi being only fifteen minutes it felt like house but it doesn't matter now because I am outside. Stood outside the arena, I was freaking out. I pulled my phone and checked the time, Justin's show started in just under an hour but I know he is in there, I can do this. Now I need to find a way in, I thought about it but couldn't think.

I walked around and seen the tour bus of Justin's my eyes went wide as I seen a tall man who I recognised very well, Kenny. I gasped and started to run towards him. But I felt my feet being lifted up from the floor by some man who thought I was a crazy fan or something.

"Get off me." I shouted trying to push him away and for him to let go of his grip. "I need to get to him! I do I swear please let me go" I begged him and he chuckled at me.

"You can't attack Justin's team, you fans need to leave them in peace." The security said. "I will kick you off the property of the arena." He said and I sighed.

"He knows who I am!" I shouted at him but he wasn't listening or believing me. "Kenny!" I shouted trying to use a bad plan but he didn't look at me. "Kenny it is Amelia!" I shouted even louder which got his attention, when he seen me his eyes went wide and he walked over to me. With wide eyes and a huge smile on his face.

"Get off her" Kenny said. "I know her" I was put down and I sarcastically smiled at the man.

"Told you, asshole" I spat and he returned my comment with a snarl then walked away from me. I looked up at Kenny and seen him chuckle at me. I felt so small because my five foot three figure was embarrassing.

"I need to see him" I sighed remembering why I was here. "Please let me" I begged and Kenny smiled and pulled me into a hug.

"He needs you too Amelia, he will be so happy" He said then picked me up. "Now come on" I laughed at Kenny as he led me into the building. The first person I seen was Scooter. My mouth went dry with anxiety. "It is okay" Kenny said I sent him a light smile. "Go, I promise it will be fine, we all missed you especially Justin. Go told to Scooter" I walked over to Scooter and taped him on the back not knowing what to say to him.

"One minute" Scooter snapped and held a finger to me. I sighed and he turned around to face me and gasped. "Shit" Scooter said then smiled and hugged me. "Holy shit" Scooter said in disbelief.

"I need to see him." I said and Scooter nodded. "I need him and he needs me Scooter, please let me talk to him" I begged scared of him banning me from seeing Justin.

"I agree, follow me" He said and I smiled widely and I walked behind him until I seen the dressing room. 'Justin Bieber' my heart was racing and I couldn't breathe I felt like all the air had been sucked in. I was so nervous but excited and scared. What if he said he hated me? Or he didn't want me? I did break a promise.

"Does he hate me?" I asked him and he shook his head and sighed but then replace his frown with a light smile to reassure me.

"Far from, he has been in a bad place lately Amelia, he needs you. Now go in" Scooter pushed me. "He needs you, I promise" He said and walked away from me and I took a shaky breath in and knocked on the door.

"Go away" Justin said my heart stopped beating, that voice, he sounded weak, I shook my head and my nerves away. I opened the door slightly and stood in the door frame. Where I seen a stressed out broken boy. Who needed help and I broke my promise to him. He sighed in frustration. "Will you fuck off!" He shouted I closed my eyes, this wasn't Justin, not my Justin for sure.

"No" I said causing the room to go quiet and feel like the air had been removed.

I wanted to pass out but I needed to stay strong. Justin sat up straight and turned to face me when he soon jumped up. My eyes went wide and my heart was beating so fast that I could hear it. I wanted to cry. I wanted to hug him. So I did both. My eyes filled up with tears and I ran to him and hugged him.

"Amelia" He said in shock I released myself from his grip and smiled wiping my tears. "Is this real?" He asked smiling and I nodded.

"Hi Justin" I said and he hugged me and began to cry.

"I thought I lost you for good Amelia, I was so scared because I thought you would never come back" He cried. "I needed you, I still do but I didn't know how to forget about you. The feelings I felt I didn't know what was going on" He sighed I sat down. "I was lost with out you Amelia, I really needed you" He sniffed and I sighed feeling my heart pull.

"I am sorry, I didn't mean to not be there I broke my promise" I sighed. "It won't happen again Justin, I was in a weird place"

"I have fucked up a lot Amelia, don't worry. I can forgive you about one promise" He said and I smiled lightly. "Are you staying? After the show?" He asked hopefully.

"Yeah" I said. "If that is okay?" I said and he nodded immediately. "We should talk about things" I said and he agreed.

"Justin hurry up!" Scooter shouted and Justin held his hand out and I took it and followed him. Everyone was in the circle ready to pray and I hid behind Justin and ran into the middle.

"Surprise!" I said and everyone screamed and gasped I laughed and it became a group hug.

"Is it true!" I heard a voice say which made tears come immediately.

"Pattie?" I said and she ran over to me pulled me into a hug. "I missed you so much" I sobbed and she nodded crying with me. Once we calmed down the circle was formed with Justin and Pattie either side.

"As you can see, Amelia is here again the family is back. She was and is the light." I blushed "Dear God, thank you for creating this sign of hope and pray for Justin to have an amazing concert" We prayed and Justin ran on stage and performed as I watched because I was so proud.

On Justin's first show I beat Selena's ass because she deserved it bitch. But over it now. oNce the concert finished I waited in the dressing room for Justin and seen him run in sweaty and hot. I giggled.

"What?" He laughed and put his sunglasses on I frowned and took them off.

"No sunglasses, we are indoors" I said and he rolled his eyes but agreed.

"We should talk about things Amelia" Justin said and I nodded agreeing with him "Come a hotel tonight me and you, we will talk. About everything. It will be good I promise" He begged and I nodded.

"Okay" I said "I missed you, a lot" I said.

"I missed you more than you could imagine Amelia" He said and i smiled.

"Lets go" I said holding his hand and he walked in front of me and took m to his hotel which was around the corner.

"Let me get a shower then we will talk okay?" I nodded and he walked to the shower.

"This will be fun" I mumbled to myself and texted Kate on what was going on. I heard the shower turn off. "Here goes nothing" I said...