The next few chapters will all be based around the making of one song in the album Purpose, I watched an interview and Justin said they all have a meaning so I felt like I should appreciate all his songs in the next chapters. It will explain Justin and Amelia's feelings.
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"So how do you want it to start?" I asked him and he sighed thinking. I could tell he hadn't been writing in a while so he must've had so many idea's in his head.
"It should be upbeat." He said. "But the lyrics need to have meaning." He said. "I want to make it personal. About me and you" He said and I nodded.
"Well normally you have to be mad about something or upset to be sorry about so, what did we always argue about?" I asked.
"Me not wanting a relationship, sort of. But I was being honest at the time" He shrugged and I rolled my eyes but didn't really care about it.
"Okay so what about, 'You gotta go and get angry at all of my honesty'" I sang lightly writing it down. "And by the way your apologies back in the day were shit" I giggled and he clapped.
"That's the next line! 'You know I try but I don't do to well with apologies.' Then because I was shit I thought I was running out of time, so it could be 'I hope I don't run out of time can someone call the referee.'" He said singing and I wrote it down.
"This is going to be good Justin it is coming from the heart" I said smiling at the paper. "Then it could be, 'Cause I just need one more shot at forgiveness'" I wrote the next line down.
"Thats verse one" Justin pointed out. "Next verse could start like" He extended the 'e'.
"'I know that you know i made those mistakes maybe once or twice'" I said sugarcoating and Justin rolled his eyes at me causing me to giggle. I like how we laugh at the past, I feel like none of it happened.
"Come on, you know it wasn't once or twice! It was a fucking couple of hundred times!" He said and I rolled my eyes. "Which is the next line" I frowned confused. "'By once or twice, I mean maybe a couple or hundred times, so let me, oh let me, redeem oh redeem by my self tonight, cos I just need one more shot at forgiveness'" He said and I squealed as I loved how this was going.
"Now the chorus can be about Sorry, it can go. 'Is it too late now to say sorry'" I said and Just nodded clicking his fingers. We had over three hours to write the song and it was just me and him on the tour bus because we was driving to Florida. "What rhymes with sorry?" I asked.
"Body?" He winked and I giggled.
"'Cos I am missing more than your body, is it too late now to say sorry, yeah I know I know that I let you down is it too late to say I am sorry now?'" I sung which was my verse, because I let Justin down by breaking my promise he knew this verse meant a lot to me but he didn't say anything about it to ruin the mood so he carried on.
"Then music could play to keep it upbeat and get people in the mood" He said and I nodded and wrote down 'Music' "Then the chorus could carry on.
"So it could go 'I am sorry, yeah, Sorry, yeah I know that I let you down is it too late to say I am sorry now'" I said slowly writing it down
"I want to do the next verse." I nodded and crossed my legs. "Okay so we just had the chorus, he closed his eyes and let the music run threw his mind as he hummed then clicked his finger. "Got it" He said and I put the pen on the paper. "'I will take every piece of the blame is you want me to, but you know there is no innocent one in this game for two, I'll go, I'll go and you go, you go out and spill the truth. Can we both say the words and forget this'" Justin sung slowly so I didn't miss a word of his meaningful lyrics.
"That's really good Justin" I said kissing his cheek. "Let's carry on, we are on a roll. The next verse is going to be the chorus so I will put a star by the chorus so we remember." I then wrote chorus under the verse Justin just made.
"Any idea's, I am still thinking?" He asked and I put my lips in a line and thought while annoyingly clicking my pen.
"It would play music again and then it could go on repeat. So the song keeps repeating, the 'I am sorry' chorus so the meaning of the song comes out with the dance music in the background?" I suggested.
"So the song is finished?" He asked and I shrugged.
"If you want it to be, when you go a studio you can add the background it could be like a upbeat dance song. But it can be played acoustically and it be a beautiful song. So the Beliebers are in love with two types of songs with the same meaning to both of them." he kissed my lips.
"You are actually amazing Amelia." He said and I blushed. "That's our first song, do you want to cuddle now?" He asked and I nodded cuddling into him. A comfortable silence surrounded up until I felt Justin's chest move up. "Amelia?" He asked.
"Yeah?" I whispered.
"I don't know why I am waiting. You love me, you always have I can see by the way you look at me, even after I done you wrong you came looking for me. You came back to me. I was a jerk. I feel like I always loved you I just weren't ready and when I seen Selena she was different, I mean I liked her but I didn't love her. I think I liked the idea of having her. But with you, you could never go away. I hated the thought of love, attachment. I knew I was hurting you and I didn't know what to do but I knew it or thought it. When you left reality hit me." He sighed.
"Justin I-" He cut me off so I sighed.
"I am not making this sad, I am telling you I am sorry, I am sorry for mistreating you, for making you feel low, for making you feel like I didn't care, I am sorry for letting you leave, I am sorry for treating you like shit, for leaving you when you needed me. Basically I am sorry for everything I could go on for hours. But now, I feel like this is a fresh start, none of them years happened. I don't know why I am waiting for you to be my girlfriend."
"I told you it-" He interrupted me again.
"I want you to be my girlfriend. I want you to be mine. So please Amelia, will you officially be my girlfriend?" He asked nervous I nodded slightly with a huge smile and pecked him on the lips.
"I couldn't say yes enough times" i giggled and he kissed me with a lot of passion. "I love you Justin, a whole lot" I said and he smiled lightly.
"I love you too Amelia, more than words can describe. I am so sorry about everything in the past."
I fell asleep to the sound of Justin's beating heartbeat.
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Always you - Justin Bieber
Fanfiction'"I love you" His face dropped "I have told you before, and I will tell you again" I gulped "My whole life i have been afraid of rejection, the fear of never being loved. You have brought my fear to life Justin!" I shouted "You ruined me! You have m...
