'"I love you" His face dropped "I have told you before, and I will tell you again" I gulped "My whole life i have been afraid of rejection, the fear of never being loved. You have brought my fear to life Justin!" I shouted "You ruined me! You have m...
I woke up with Justin's arms round me and a light blush came to my cheeks and a huge smile, this is all I ever wanted from him. To make me happy and his love, I got that. I grabbed my phone and a piece of paper and a pen. I figured i would need to pack for Justin because I am never leaving him ever again. I grabbed sunglasses and a hat.
'Dear Justin, I have gone my apartment to pack. Come when you are ready and awake. 17 Upperhigh Street. If you want to call or ring me before you come my new number is 1418956743, text me when you are coming. I hope you had a good sleep.
Amelia <3'
I read the note again making sure it made sense then walked out of the hotel calling for a cab. One stopping in front of me. I wonder how Kate will take this. I guess she will happy because she knows how happy he made me. She will meet him later as well which she will be super excited about. Time heals everything. I guess, I can't believe Justin loves me. He is my first and true love, he loves me back! I smiled at the thought all the time.
Knocking on the door and it being immediately opened by a smiley Kate I smiled wide and walked in and sat on the couch in the living room. She jumped over the sofa and sat next to me.
"What happened!" She screamed and I couldn't help but scream in happiness, I held it in for so long.
"I was seen my Kenny who shown me to Scooter, he took me to Justin and Justin was broken, it was so sad. He told me he missed me and everything. Then we went to a hotel, he told me how he felt and that he lost himself when he lost me. So I explained why I felt like I had to leave and what my life is like now like telling him about you and my job and that." I then looked up at her.
"Is that it?" She sighed and I shook my head and bit my lip. "What?" She said scared.
"He told me you never know what you had until it is taken away from you, then he told me he realised something when he was gone, that his heart hurt when I left, he broke up with Selena straight away and he realised that he was in love with me" I said and Kate put her hand over her mouth. "And still does" Tears filled in her eyes because it is all I ever wanted. "We kissed and" I sniffed trying to control myself "He wants me to go with him." I said in a whisper.
"Away from New York?" She said upset and I nodded. "Are you going?"
"I think I should, I can't loose him again Kate. I love him." I sighed "You can visit whenever you want and I will always be there when you need me. I smiled lightly. "It is a new start for both of us, you move in with Mark today and I leave today" I said and she nodded
"I am happy for you, just a bit upset that's all" I nodded understanding. The bell rung and Kate jumped up and opened the door. "Amelia" She said I stood up and seen Justin stand there making me blush slightly.
"Hey" He said and I smiled lightly at him.
"Hey, help me pack?" I asked and he nodded walking into my room.
"This place is nice" He said looking around.
"I know" I giggled. "Kate moves in with her boyfriend today" I said and he nodded putting things in my suitcase.
"Are you okay with coming Amelia, I don't want you to think you have to come" He said and I nodded.
"I want to come Justin" I giggled and he smiled at me and took my hand.
"My mom is happy you are back, she rung me before and was telling me how you are good for me" He said and I blushed slightly. "You are really good for me Amelia." He said. "I really don't want to fuck up again" He said frustrated.
"Justin, take the time you need, I am always here with my heart opened for you" I said and he shook his head and frowned.
"I don't want that Amelia, I want to know you are mine. But I don't want a relationship yet. So why don't we start dating, basically seeing each other" He suggested and I smiled wide nodding. "I am sorry it may be confusing but it is good for me now" I nodded and held his hand.
"I understand Justin, that is amazing I would love that" I giggled and he kissed me making my stomach flutter because I wasn't used to the feeling and I don't think I ever will be. "I am finished packing." I stated and he nodded. I walked out to Kate who was with Mark.
"Hey Amelia, hey Justin" Kate said. I hugged her.
"Goodluck Kate and Mark. I am happy for you, come out and see us when ever you like it was the most amazing thing to meet people like you two, you are really good for each other." I smiled and Kate nodded crying. "I will miss you" I said.
"I will miss you too Amelia, if you need me you can always ring okay?" I nodded and with saying goodbye I walked out the door with Justin by my side.
"Does Scooter know we are dating?" I asked Justin who had my suitcase in one hand and I held the other one as he walked to the bus.
"I don't know, he knows how I feel, I would cry and tell him" Justin chuckle. "I must sound like a bitch, but it is true I was truly lost" I smiled lightly feeling happy realised he needed me. I know it sounded stupid but now we are both happy.
"This may sound stupid, but everything happens for a reason. Maybe I needed space for us to be brought back" I said and he nodded agreeing as we got on the bus and began to unpack, I didn't bring a lot, just enough to last me for a few weeks.
Once packing was done, we both sat on the couch and I had my notepad and a pen as he held my side and took a picture of me.
"Justin!" I gasped. I looked what he was doing he posted it on Twitter in black and white.
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'She's my everything'
The caption made me smile, but I wanted this time for us not to cry. I best get used to this shit because we are dating now.
"What you doing?" Justin asked me and I shrugged.
"Writing, for fun" I said and he sat up straight.
"Let's write a song" Justin said smiling. "I will talk about things and you write them, we will work on it together. Like overboard" I smiled at the memory and nodded.
"Okay, how do you feel?" I asked him and he thought about it for a few seconds then it clicked into his brain.
"I feel" He grabbed out the 'feel' and ran his fingers threw his hair. "Sorry" He smiled and I giggled and nodded at the idea.
"Perfect. That's how I feel also" I said and he kissed my temple.
