Always you - Justin Bieber

Part 29 - Purpose

I was sat with the crew as Justin was performing. He looked so happy to be on stage. He was all over the news when I was gone, maybe he did need me. He lost control I guess, he loves his fans so much they are so lucky to have an idol who loves them the way Justin does.

"What did you get up to when you was in New York?" Pattie asked.

"I made a friend, Kate, I got a small time job and worked there then me and my friend Kate got an apartment with the money we had and the job was paying off the rent and little things I needed like food, clothes and makeup" I and and Pattie smiled at me then sighed.

"He does love you, I always knew he did. I think he also knew but didn't know the feeling" She sighed. "He lost the meaning of what he was, he didn't care about anything. Now you are back Amelia it is like he is a different person. You gave me my son back" She hugged me. 

"I love him" I said.

"I know you do" She giggled. I looked at my feet didn't know what to say. "I am happy you guys are dating" She said and I smiled. We told the crew the other day and they was all extremely happy.

"The bitches are back!" I heard a recognisable voice I looked to the left and seen Ryan and Chaz walk in my direction. I put my hands over my mouth and jumped up as I ran towards them and tackled them into a hug.

"Oh my God" I cried into both of them. "I miss you guys so much" I mumbled. 

"We missed you too Amelia, more than you know" Chaz said and I smiled and pulled away as I wiped my tears. "Should we go the bus?" I nodded and followed them.

Once we arrived at the bus, there was another hour till Justin's performance finished. It felt so weird to have them stood in front of me, I really care about both of them. I am in a state of shock. 

"So what happened when you left?" Ryan asked. So I began to tell them, about Jake, Kate my job, how I dealt with it and so on. They listened to me they didn't judge me which I loved about Ryan and Chaz. Not once have they ever judged me on how I feel. 

"We missed you Amelia, we are so sorry about everything when you left. It changed. The atmosphere Justin gave up with everyone. I haven't seen him like that, ever. Me and Ryan didn't know what to do. It all changed" Chaz said and I smiled lightly.

"I needed time, I am back now. I don't plan to leave" I shrugged. 

"Are you and Justin dating?" Ryan asked me and I smiled and nodded slightly. "Really?" He gasped.

"Yeah." I mumbled.

"I am happy you are happy Amelia" Chaz hugged me. "Don't leave us ever again" He warned and I giggled.

"Never" I said and hugged them again. The door opened and a hot Justin walked in. Ryan and Chaz jumped up and 'bro' hugged him, he walked over to me and gave me a light kiss on the lips.

"This is so weird" Ryan said in disgust.

"Shut up" Chaz laughed and me and Justin joined in.

"Well, you look hotter anyway Amelia" Ryan said my eyes opened wide and I held in a laugh and Justin frowned in confusion which was the same as Chaz. "What?"

"Dude, don't talk to my girlfriend like that" Justin chucked and I couldn't help but laugh. Once I started we all joined in. "I am tired and want time with my girlfriend, so goodnight guys" Justin said walking into the bedroom. "I have been inspired." He said and I smiled.

"By what?"

"When I was on stage, the fans they are amazing then you. I couldn't have done this if it weren't for you guys" Justin said, "You guys are my Purpose" Justin said and I giggled he pulled out his notebook. He loved to write with me it was our time to connect. Music is out everything. 

"Make this personal again." I said and he nodded. I took the pad of him. "Tell me how you felt when you was upset" I said and he cleared his throat. 

"Like it was the end" He said my heart pulled sightly but I ignored it and wrote a lyric down.

"'Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath, Feeling like I'm walking my last steps'" I sung lightly and he nodded smiling. 

"I promised myself I would tell you how I felt as well one day, so 'Look at all of these tears I've wept, Look at all the promises that I've kept'" He sung and my heart fluttered.

"Then a new verse. I have had this in my book for a while it can go in this, it fits perfectly." I said and flicked through the pages and ripped the page out. "'I put my heart into your hands. Here's my soul to keep. I let you in with all that I can. You're not hard to reach. And you bless me with the best gift. That I've ever known'" i sung lightly and I felt Justin's eyes on me the whole time I blushed as I finished and felt judged.

"'You give me purpose. Yeah, you've given me purpose'" He sung not taking his eyes off me causing me to blush even more. He kissed my head and I cuddled into him. 

"'Thinking my journey's come to an end'" I wrote down mumbling lightly as Justin kept watching me I bit my pen as I was trying to think. But Justin's beautiful voice caught me off.

"'Sending out a farewell to my friends, forever peace. Ask you to forgive me for my sins, oh would you please? I'm more than grateful for the time we spent, my spirit's at ease'" He sung passionately not trying to be quiet. I could tell this was a personal song.

"Then the chorus again." I said and wrote a few symbols to show the chorus would be sung next.  "'You are my everything'" I mumbled and wrote it down 'X2' next to it. 

"I want to add words, in this album. So I tell people how I felt." He said and I nodded.

"How did you feel?" I asked.

"I don't know how to explain it." He sighed and rolled his eyes. I sat up and crossed my legs. 

"Close your eyes" I order and he gave me a funny look. "Trust me" I said and he nodded and shit them. "Think back to that place you was in." I said and gave him a minute and saw him slightly flinch. "How do you feel?" I asked.

"I felt like I didn't know if it was wrong. Because people were telling me that it's wrong. But I feel this so let me just like, try my best not to let this happen again. We weren't put in the best position to make the best decisions. I knew I shouldn't have been so hard on myself. For these were the cards that you were given so I had to understand that these, like... That's not who you are. I was trying to be the best I can be but that's all I could do. If you don't give it all you got, I was only cheating myself. I gave it all I got. I thought that if it ends up happening, it ends up happening. That's what it is....that's what's happening with me. It's like I'm giving it all I got, sometimes. I'm weak and I'm gonna do it, and it's like I'm not giving myself grace. I'm just like understanding, that's just how it is." He said and opened his eyes and I kissed him.

"Remember that, we will edit it and change somethings and put it in somewhere." I said and he nodded. "Never feel like that again, because I love you" I said.

"I won't, because I have everything I ever wanted" I blushed and cuddled into him even more, then let sleep take over my body with Justin on my mind.

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