Always you - Justin Bieber

Part 23 - "I won't leave you"

Justin walked out the bathroom with no top on, he was really toned and had worked out a lot but I didn't feel awkward or uncomfortable because I had seen him shirtless a lot. He threw me an oversized top and a pair of shorts and I put them on as he walked back into the bathroom to do what ever. I was beginning to come nervous. What if he didn't want to hear what I say? I sat on the bed that I would be sharing with Justin and Justin walked in and sat next to me.

"You go first" I mumbled. He let out a shaky breath and nodded before clapping his hands and rubbing them together to get rid of any nerves. i could tell he was nervous just like I was. 

"Okay, so when you left me. I broke up with Selena because I realised it was her fault, she brainwashed me into thinking you weren't good for me and my career. She made me think you was some monster in my head who hated to see me happy." He said and I nodded understanding. "So when you left I was in a bad place I didn't know who I was or what to do because I felt different, so I went out got drunk it made me forget but then my body was getting used to the alcohol it was harder for me to get drunk, so then weed was there" I looked down. "I weren't doing it for no good reason, it made me forget about loosing you. 

There was a place in my heart that ached and a piece of me missing Amelia. You was always there for me, no one else and it was crazy how one day you was there and the next you weren't. You were the reason I was excited for this tour, too see my fans so when you left the Purpose of it left." He said as tears fell down his face. 

"Sometimes you don't realise what you have until it is gone Amelia, that's what happened to me I didn't know i took you for advantage. I thought if I acted like I didn't care you would move on and Selena would be happy. But I lost myself" He sniffed and I held his hand. "Don't leave me please" I pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back.

"Never Justin, I won't leave you ever again" I said and he hugged me back as if he wanted to be fixed the hug held so much grip like he never wanted to let go. I finally pulled away and sighed.

"Now you speak" Justin said and I cleared my throat.

"I had planned moving away from everyone a few months before. I bought the tickets months before. I wasn't doing it to hurt anyone. But from a young age I had learnt to live for people and i relied on people. So when my mom and dad died that was a push away. but then Selena took everyone away from me. I lost everyone Justin, I didn't know what to do because I had never experimented being on my own. So I decided I needed to go out in the world and learn to be on my own and face reality" I said and carried on.

"I met a girl called Kate, she is amazing. I have opened up to her she is the one who made me come here today. I wanted to already but I was afraid. Anyway, I thought learning to be on my own would take about two months but after two months I didn't know who I was. I didn't know what to do. So I had to stay until I was happy. I got a job an apartment with Kate and learnt to be n my own. I learnt life and it will not be good all the time. But I promised you I would never leave you and I would be back when you needed me, but when I seen you on the TV a pain in my heart would occur and I was still hurting." I sighed. 

"Was it easy?" He asked and I frowned and shook my head.

"Of course not, you were my first love, heartbreak, best friend. Everything Justin you were my first everything emotional feelings" I said. "I will never forget or find it easy about you. You will always have a place in my heart" I said and he smiled and opened his arms out to hug me.

"I am sorry Amelia" He said and I nodded. 

"Me too Justin" I said. "But today is your last day" I pouted.

"Are you not staying with me, on tour?" He asked tears filling his eyes and I shook my head.

"I have a job, Justin I have to go out and find another apartment. I couldn't" I sighed and he took a deep breath in and out then shook his head.

"Yeah you can Amelia, don't leave me. You can't leave me!" He gasped. "I lo-need you" He mumbled and I frowned wondering what he was going to then then I pinched the bridge on my nose.

"I don't know Justin" 

"Please! Scooter will let you. I will even sign you up for song writing or a singer Amelia!It is your dream and I will help you have your dream come true, you can write my songs and the company will pay you!" My eyes went wide a my dream was brought up.

"You promise not to hurt me?" I asked and he nodded and his eyes brightened up. 

"I promise" He gasped. i smiled lightly at him.

"Okay then" I giggled he gulped and grabbed my hand.

"Amelia?" His voice changed to serious making me worried. "When you left, I realised something" He said.

"What?" I confusedly asked.

"When I seen a picture of you or old video's my heart would pick up and my stomach would flutter. When your name was mentioned I would turn my head and go out of focus to see if you were around and who mentioned me. I would play over your number and think about what i could say to you. I would worry and cry myself to sleep thinking about how I took things for advantage." He said.

My heart stopped. "When I seen you Amelia, my heart picks up, I smile a lot. I feel funny inside and there is no way to describe how I feel. When you left a part of my heart was taken and I was lonely." He sniffed.

"Justin I don't understand" I said worried.

"Amelia what I am trying to say is that I am in love with you" He said and my stomach dropped and my hands went over my mouth.

"You love me?" I asked and he nodded so I kissed him. With so much passion I felt sparks fly everywhere causing my stomach to flutter.

"Do you still love me Amelia?" He asked pulling away from the kiss with hope in his eyes, I bit my bottom lip and nodded.

"I can't imagine the day I won't" I said and he kissed me again.