The Struggles in Life

darkness

My head hurts

I can't think straight

I leave reality

And enter my mind

I can hear my voices

And i can barely hear what is supposed to be true

Tears stream down my cheeks as the voices take over

I close my eyes and i slid the razor across my skin

Opening my eyes and seeing the blood

Was the only reminder i am alive

I don't really mind the pain that i feel

But my life is getting to hard

I need to feel that pain

Otherwise I feel empty and dead inside

Everyone and everything i once knew are gone

All i have is myself and my blade

Crying and shaking as i look at my scars

That i will only see

I'm alone in the dark

And my demons are consuming me

I'm lost and afraid

Not quite sure id i'll see the next day