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Poetry

My book is full of my thoughts. There is some positive in here you just have to find it. But this book is my thought, my feelings, my rants

Everything Hap1pens for a Reason

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by lonelylostgirl

by lonelylostgirl

Depression,

Anxiety,

Are what I've been dealing with for a while,

Well,

Now lets add eating problems,

I feel like I don't deserve the food,

I look in the mirror and see a fat stupid whore,

Yesterday and too day I tried to make myself throw up,

I don't eat much as it is,

Why do I hate everyday life?

Why does everybody I love leave?

Why do I feel so alone?

I am the fucking invisible fat kid nobody loves,

That is unworthy of love,

Even God disowned me,

Nobody cares though,

Because everybody only sees me smile when they point out a flaw,

But inside i'm screaming,

Nobody sees my tears,

my scars,

my hurt,

I am the girl who wanders looking for love,

The attention seeker,

The unwanted bitch,

The girl who will never fit in,

So now with everything this world has done to me,

I'm depressed,

I'm becoming bulimic,

I have anxiety,

I am alone,

But everything happens for a reason right?

So whats my reason?

Why am I still breathing