The Struggles in Life

Are you happy now?

Are you happy with them way I feel?

Do you like seeing me suffering seeing them suffer?

Do you like taking your anger out on me and blaming me?

Please tell me,

You don't know this but with everything that happens I got depression now because of it,

Do you remember hitting me?

I do, I am suffering,

I have been talking about suicide all weekend,

But you wouldn't know,

You wouldn't know because you don't care,

My friend talked me out of it,

But because I didn't kill myself,

I cut,

I cut my wrist instead of my leg this time,

You don't pay any attention to me,

And when you do cit's like torture,

I want to feel the love I am supposed to feel,

But I can't because I am a unlovable mistake,

Still trying to decide to hang on for two more years and leave this place,

Or do I end it all tonight and let the people who loved moren together and let the rest see what they have done,

Show the would the monster thy created then destroyed,