i'm okay/i'm not okay

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I tell you i'm okay,

Those words are so strange for me to hear myself saying,

Am I okay? 

Of coarse I am,

Or,

I don't know anymore,

I'm never okay,

I dwell on stupid things,

I just need to keep my mouth shut,

I'm okay,

i'm doing so well on recovery road that some how i made a u turn,

i'm going back the way I came,

back though the suffering and pain,

back though those nights I cut,

though all of this I tell you i'm okay,

eve though i'm starting to realize i'm not


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