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Poetry

My book is full of my thoughts. There is some positive in here you just have to find it. But this book is my thought, my feelings, my rants

I can't

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by lonelylostgirl

by lonelylostgirl

This is what I think,

I think I am ugly, that I am worthless, not worth getting to know, A mistake, a useless human being, A horrible daughter,

I would continue telling you what I hate about myself, What I Wish I could do what my broken dreams and desires are,

But I don't want you to start to cry and pretend that you care,

And even if you did care, you can't help me these are my own thoughts, broken dreams and misfortunes, you can't change them,

But oh how I love hearing you voice,

You telling me you love me and care

You telling me i'm beautiful....

Sorry i'm dreaming again

I need to stop that,

No dreams,

No goals,

No plans,

No friends,

I'm alone but i like it that way, now I won't have to be a disappointment to others more than I already have been

I don't have to worry about people coming in my life to hurt and leave me,

I start building my wall to block out everybody, my demons

when my wall was built i realized my mistake,

I blocked in my demons with me,

Can I do anything right?

I guess not, I mean I can't even write a god damn poem right,

i'm nothing special,

not to you,

not to me,

So I am just going to wish you all a goodbye okay?

On three i'm leaving forever,

One,

Two,

Thr--

I can't leave I need to stay for her

out of this world I hate your the only one I love