I'm tired of pretending everything is okay,
Tired of hiding my tears,
I have to pretend,
Not for you but for me,
Go ahead and call me selfish,
But I can't lose you,
My problems,
My tears are bringing you down,
They make you mad,
What am i supposed to do,
i'm tring for you,
I gave up,
I hate my depression,
but I have fallen in love with it,
I don't know who i would be with out it
YOU ARE READING
The Struggles in Life
ŞiirMy book is full of my thoughts. There is some positive in here you just have to find it. But this book is my thought, my feelings, my rants