The Struggles in Life

done hiding it

I am done hiding it,

My mother and many others have hurt me enough,

I want to end it all,

I want to see the blood seep out of my skin,

But then I would be leave the people who have helped me,

Zak, Kattie, Meriah, Justice, Thank you all for everything,

I don't know how much longer I can deal with the weight of the world,

The bullshit everyone speaks,

I'm tired of it,

I am going to give in,

But thats okay no one needs me anyway,

And I haven't helped you,

You four were helping me,

But you don't need to deal with that anymore,

I will be leaving this world,

Just some pills and a razor should do,

Maybe even lay in a bath tub of cold water,

Or a drop hang will end my misery,

It's okay you guys will get over it you're strong than I was,

Everything will be okay in the end,

"If you kill a killer the same amount of killers are in the world"

That quote be be true,

But i'm a killer,

Because i'm killing myself,

So when I die there will be one less killer in the world,

Plus I am fighting alone me speaking my feelings my thoughts caused damage,

So I am done hiding ask me a question I will answer,

Relationships don't-last,

they all end just like my life will.