The word darling doesn't sound like it belongs to me anymore,
Quietness takes over the phone,
Do we even belong any more?
We already starting to argue,
I am hurting Her,
Even The word I love you sounds strained leaving her lips,
Nothing seems right,
She's okay without me,
You have other people too,
People who have helped her more than I have,
I cried twice during the phone call and she didn't even know,
I told her I was hanging up,
She used the word leaving,
"why are you leaving" she asked,
God that word kills me,
I never leave people,
I am the one that gets left,
That word is still hanging in the air,
And she can't take it back,
She thinks i'm leaving,
Maybe I should,
A lot can change in an hour,
But I haven't changed this hour,
I changed in the past three months but no one noticed,
I'm broke down and have fresh scars,
But that's okay because I am just another human,
A human who is going to leave this world
YOU ARE READING
The Struggles in Life
PoetryMy book is full of my thoughts. There is some positive in here you just have to find it. But this book is my thought, my feelings, my rants