The Struggles in Life

I miss you

It's almost Christmas,

and i'm still thinking about you,

You were one of the best things that has ever happened to me

It has been almost two months sense you left,

But it feels like two years,

I miss you so fucking much,

If I haven't gotten close to you then I wouldn't be feeling abandon 

I wish I could spend more time with you

I wish I could hug you on more time,

I wish I could rewind the clock and relive all of our memories,

But I can't,

I think of you everyday,  

I can't seem to actually be happy that your gone

I can't even though you are doing great things 

your having fun

it's.....

It's just.... 

It's just your doing fine without me,

I would do anything to have you back in my life,

You were my happiness it seemed like,

But I can't do anything to get you back, 

It would be to self absorbed if I could,

I'm sorry for everything I said to you when all you did was try to help,

I'm sorry i'm a fucking bitch

But I need you,

I hope we can at least have a visit