I don't know why I'm shaking,
Maybe my body has caught up
with all the mistakes I've been making,
or maybe it's the exhaustion taking hold.
Or maybe it's the fact that I have realized
I can't control tomorrow.
It's so funny how I know that-
knew that.
Because for the first time it's giving me anxiety, making my stomach tense with the reality
that I don't know what's on the other side
of today and I can't be ready for
whatever people may say to do, or be.
I can't even control me,
so what do I do?
Who knew that you would affect me this way?
SK