What Dreams are Made of|| MAGICANIMALCLUB

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--SQAISHEYS POV--
Of course I turned the stream off.. Please.. Please say it's turned off.. Please!

Stampy walked over to his phone, his eyes opened wide and his mouth dropped,
"Shit!" He rushed over to his computer and turned the whole thing off.
His face was red with fury.

I stood motionless.
He dropped his phone on the floor. I could read the comments.

Omg! Disgusting!

Scarred for life! Please stop!

Omg Sqampy. :D but eew!

"H-how many pe-"
"I don't CARE how MANY!" He yelled.
He turned around in arrogance and kicked his monitor, it fell and smashed.

My breath quickened.

"Stampy-"
"ITS NOT STAMPY ANYMORE!" He tore off all the pages on his wall, all the fan art.
"Just stop! Stop! I'm sorry! They'll forget!" I begged,
"No one forgets these things! Im sure most of them screenshotted! Shared it on Twitter, Facebook, everything! This is your fault! I've lost my identity because of you! Now get out! I never want to see your face again!"

I just stared at him, a tear fell from my eye.
I was scared.
I had messed up again.
This time I could never forgive myself.

I ran outside the door, with tears in my eyes. I wished that Squid and Nicole were in the house so we didn't kiss. I wish I never went to Chichester! I wish I never left Jason!
Stampy- one of the most popular minecraft youtubers on earth! And it's my fault that his reputation has gone down the drain! It's my fault! He will never forgive me, nor will the rest of his channel..

I ran along a busy road, buses and cars roaring everywhere. People laughing, crying, shouting like personified anxiety.
I was afraid. I had nowhere to go.
I had messed up someone's life.

A bus was coming.
Was this my chance?
Would he forgive me now?
I can't live with myself anymore.
He can't live with me.
My family can't live with me.

I jumped in front of the bus.

This is it..

"Beth no!" I heard someone yelling, before I was pushed onto the pavement.

...

I was in shock.
Someone had broken my suicide.
I heard screaming.
Crying.

Someone else had died for me.

Slowly, I turned around to see a limp corpse.
Blood.
So much blood.
People surrounded the body.

"Beth..?" I heard a voice.
I looked up, it was Nicole..

I looked again at the body. And the face..
"No. No! No!" I screamed, my panicking began again.
I had killed someone.
And that someone, was Squid.

"Nicole I should.. I should call the-" I began,
"You killed him! You freak!" She screamed, with tears down her eyes,
"I'll get help!"
"Just go away! Go away!" I saw her there, crying with her head rested on Davids motionless corpse.

I turned away and ran.
Tears flooding my red eyes.
Streaming down my ghostly cheeks. I had never done anything like this before.
I fell to my knees, I didn't know where I was or who I was.
I couldn't do anything.

--STAMPYS POV--
I tore all the posters off the wall.
No more Stampy.
Anger raged within me.
I took a picture off from the wall above the window. It was a drawing of me and Squid, made in 2012, I looked at the name..
By Bethany Bates (Sqaishey) /12/11/2012

Was that.. Sqaishey..?
I looked at me in the photo, then at Squid, squid and I had known eachother for so long now.
I looked above the photo and out the window. A large crowd had emerged on the road.

Had someone been hit?

I ran outside. Onto the road.
I noticed Nicole with tears in her eyes.

Then my world went cold.

"Let me in! Let me through! He's my friend! Please!" I yelled, budging past the crowd.
I saw the bloody corpse.
My mouth opened in shock, my jaw started to quiver.
I put my hand on Squids face.
"Wake up mate.. Wake up! Please! Don't do this to me!" By this time tears started to drizzle down my eyes.
"No! No he can't be.. Please! I can't lose him he's my b-best friend please! Please don't leave me!"
I put both hands on his face, but he was completely motionless.
All my emotions spiralled out of me through the image of tears.
Too many emotions.. All of them negative..
I kissed Squids forehead.
I heard the ambulance sirens in the background.
I stood up and Nicole was beside me.
We both felt exactly the same way.
I put my hands on her shoulders and I hugged her, tears streamed down my eyes.
My nose tensed.
Everything happened so fast.

He was taken away and Nicole and I hugged each other so hard.
Only a couple hours ago... He was at my house...
What has happened...

I brought Nicole back to my house and sat beside her on the sofa.
I put my arms around her, our conversations got deep.
"So... Why did he run in front of a bus?" I asked,
"Beth.. Beth ran in front of it first, he pushed her out of the way."
"Wait- Beth was going to commit suicide?" This is because of me..
Nicole stayed silent. Tears continued to stream down her face.
"There's something I don't know.." I deduced. She nodded.
"Do you want to tell me?" I asked her putting a hand on her cheek.
"I.. I'm pregnant.. Only a couple weeks.. But he's the father."
I was shocked, more tears flooded my eyes.
"C-can you help me.?" She asked,
"Nicole. I'm always here for you." I said. She looked at me in the eyes before doing the unexpected.
She kissed me on the lips.
I would have enjoyed it if I wasn't in so much devastation and pain.
The kiss turned into just a hug, while we cried our hearts out.
"I-" she broke apart and rubbed her eyes, "I better go."

I watched her as she picked up her bag and walked outside the door.
Nothing would ever be the same.
Nothing,