Hold On Tight: 'Never let go'

"Congratulations you are-"

*Kate's P.O.V*

"I wanted to take you to so many places! Visit the world! And now I'm grounded with a fucking baby!" he yelled. The anger in his eyes show as he throws a punch at the wall then kicks the door throwing a pair of sweats on. "JUSTIN IT'S NOT CERTAIN! IM SEEING THE FUCKING DOCTOR TOMORROW!" I yell at him making his eyebrows shoot up.

"What if you are pregnant?" I growls.

"I... I don't know..." I put my head down knotting my fingers in my lap.

"Kate I'm not ready for a baby." He spat.

"Do you think I fucking am?!" I yelled standing up throwing a jumper over my head and walking out of the bedroom.

"Where are you going?" he called after me.

"Somewhere were you're not." I spat walking down the stairs turning into the kitchen. I roughly open the cabinet door and take a glass out. My hands start to shake because of the anger and frustration building inside me. I take a deep breath when lost control over my hands and drop the glass onto the floor shattering it to pieces at my feet.

My breathing increases as the room starts to spin. I grab onto the countertop when my legs start to feel like jelly. I'm losing control over my legs when I lean my back against the wall and start to gasp for air. My breathing starts to increase as my chests bats up and down. I close my eyes tightly and clench my teeth when voices in my head go insane.

"I'm not ready for a baby!"

"I wanted to take you to so many places"

"Visit the world!"

"And now I'm grounded with a fucking baby!"

Kate he doesn't want that child. My conscience is speaking as tears start to roll down my face. I bang my head against the wall and cover my face with my hands. I can't take this anymore! The room gets fuzzier and fuzzier as I start to crawl to the shattered glass on the floor and reach out for the biggest piece. This is your fault .Worthless slut. Die. He doesn't want you anymore. "STOP!!!!" I scream at the voices in my head when I hold the piece of glass in my hand and lean back onto the wall.

I hold my hands to my face. My head is pounding and the voices won't go away they wanted me to die. They wanted me to be gone. And that's what I will do, I will make everyone happy. Nobody needs Kate in this world, so why should Kate live?

I squeeze the glass tighter in my hand feeling it cut through my flesh. He never loved you. That's right tighter tighter. I squeeze it tighter feeling the blood drip from my hand.

*Justin's P.O.V*

As Kate left the room I sat on the bed with my hands in my head. She couldn't have done this on purpose right? All this was because she forgot to take one stupid fucking shot. Now if this doctor tells me that she is then my career is gone. My belieber's will cause a world war fucking 3 and I will be in all headlines for months. So much for a break right? But then again I love Kate so much I don't think I would be able to let go of her. This is forever.

I clench my fists tighter as the anger builds up. Why the fuck didn't I use a damn condom!? See this is me when I don't think straight! I never think straight around Kate. She just has that thing that makes me forget about everything. It's called love struck genius. Yeah that's it. I love her but I'm only 21 I cannot be having a baby at this fucking age. What about my next tour?

I'm overthinking things. This baby might not even exist but then again why would her period be late? 3 days is long. I don't know... stress? Vincent? This is all too much to think about.