Hold On Tight: 'Never let go'

"We held on tight"

*Kate’s P.O.V*

It’s been 4 months since Justin and I have completely stopped talking. I had to get a delivery guy to pick my clothes up because knowing me if I looked into Justin’s beautiful brown eyes I would fall for him again. And I can’t do that, that’s just how life works. He has hurt me so many times and it would be selfish of me to keep running back like a puppy. I’m not going to lie, Justin was the best thing that has ever happened to me but I couldn’t deal with my emotions, his fame and that one day that has now changed my life.

Justin and I were so close but we grew so far apart, the cheating and lying has completely put me off, and made me close myself up even more. I was depressed for the past months and what I went through was not pleasant at all. But slowly I am starting to recover and get over the fact that I fell for the wrong person. Don’t get me wrong I will forever love Justin regardless of the pain we have both been going through physically and mentally but I just have to move on and let him meet that one lucky girl that he will probably love more than me.

So I have moved onto my new house and I have a new roommate called Kelsey, she is really helpful and has got me through the rough spots in my life.  I haven’t spoken to Jess ever since I saw her at the mall with Justin. And I’m glad. There is no room for people like her in my life. She knows what she’s done wrong. The house we are living in is about an hour away from where I used to live, which is Justin’s house. I really do have to keep my distance I don’t want to go back. So moving to this place was an advantage for me and for him.

*Justin’s P.O.V*

“Justin you have 5 minutes until you get on stage hurry up!” Scooter shouted on the other side of the door.

I’m sitting in the changing room in Florida, as you can see I am already a month in on my new Journals tour. Ever since Kate and I have completely stopped talking I have fallen into major depression, actually to the point where I have to take anti-depressants to feel happy, but it still hurt to be alone. I put a smile on my face but just to show my Beliebers that I’m happy, I really don’t what them worrying for me.

I have tried to get into contact with Kate but she never answered the phone, or even when she did she hung up straight away. Believe it or not I have actually cried myself to sleep for the first few weeks. Not being able to cuddle up to her small frame and wake up to her beautiful smile killed me inside.

“Justin hurry up!!!” Scooter shouted.

I stand up and put my shirt over my head. I got a new tattoo when I stopped off in Canada, I was there when I couldn’t bare to not be with her so I thought getting a tattoo on my right bicep saying ‘She’s Strong’ would make me at least feel that she’s with me. Call me crazy but this girl wouldn’t leave my mind.

Moving on would be a great decision and slowly its succeeding. I will forever love her till this day and maybe even some day we will be friends.

I stand up and Scooter leads me to the toaster where I kneel down and take my position. Don’t forget to smile Justin. I fix my microphone and listen to the counter. “3…2…1” and I spring up onto the stage.

“Welcome everybody!” I shout as I scan the audience. All my fans were beautiful, seeing their happy faces made me grow strong.

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The show was coming to an end when I had my last song to sing. Hold Tight. “As you can see, I like to keep our tradition, you know… when I bring a lucky girl up on stage and sing to her… but I just want to apologise to you all today.”