Hold On Tight: 'Never let go'

"FALLING FOR BETRYAL IS WORSE"

*Kate's P.O.V*

I couldn't sleep last night. I was moving around and just couldn't get myself comfortable. Crying myself to sleep was something common in my life so it was normal. Usually I had a reason to cry but this time I just didn't know why. Do I miss Justin? Was it because of the video? Maybe it's because you are not over him. I am over him. No you're not. I am. Why were you crying over him? I wasn't crying over him.

And this mental conversation kept on going throughout my whole morning. I open my eyes to see Kelsey sitting on my bed with a pillow on guard. As soon as I was about to say something the pillow made contact with my face. "Rise and shine!" she shouted, jumping up and down on my bed. "How are you not on a hangover?" I grab the pillow from her hands.

"Because I'm Kelsey and Kelsey never gets a hangover." She sarcastically spoke as I laughed. "Get your ass up, I'm going to get a new tattoo and I want you to accompany me." she smiled and headed out of my bedroom door. I roll my eyes and sigh getting out of bed.

It's already December I don't understand how the hell it's already been a year. I stick my head out the window and snowflakes start to fall on my head. Great. Snow. I hate snow. But an advantage was that I can wear big hoodies.

So I'm standing at the door ready to leave but obviously Kelsey takes forever to get ready. Kelsey has long blonde hair that stops just by her hips and her beautiful blue eyes got her all the men. She's a very natural girl so I don't understand why she takes so long. Anyway. "Kels I'm going to warm the car up!" I step outside into the snow feeling my feet sink into the ice. I get to my Audi R8, start the engine and turn the heating on.

So we're at the tattoo parlour, and Kelsey decided on a tattoo of her mother's birth date in roman numerals on the back of her neck. The guy put a stencil of her tattoo on her neck and showed her how it's going to look like. To me it looked amazing already. "What about you?" the man turned around to face me.

"Oh I'm not getting one today." I put my hands out.

"Are you sure? Here take a look through this book, you might find something you'll like." He handed me a book filled with photos of lots of tattoos.

So an hour has gone by and Kelsey is still getting her tattoo done. I'm sitting here thinking if I should neaten my tattoo under my breast and renew it. I swallow hard and think of two new words that I could get. 'Still Strong' 'He's Strong'?... I really don't know. But then the perfect words came to my head.

'Hold Tight'

They were perfect. It would symbolize the rough spots that I was going through, for the past year my life has been a rollercoaster and this would actually be perfect. It would keep me strong just like the other one did. Just like Justin did. No not Justin. Justin has nothing to do with this tattoo. Yes he does. Why is my conscience being so argumentative today?

I stand up and walk towards the front desk. "I would like a tattoo." I smile at the guy

So it's actually been 4 hours until we finally left. It's only 5 in the evening and I'm at home. Sundays are always so boring. I'm standing in the mirror and ready to see my tattoo for the first time. I slowly lift my shirt up and look at the tattoo.

'Hold Tight'

It said it in simple italic letters. I cover my mouth and start to cry. The memories of Justin and I flew through my head. All the good and all the bad, but most importantly, the scar I had is completely covered. You can't see it unless you look really close. That's what made me happy. Justin was the reason behind this tattoo.