Hold On Tight: 'Never let go'

"Who the fuck are you?"

Justin is in the shower, and by that time I got out of bed and searched for my clothes. They were nowhere to be seen. ‘Justin have you seen my clothes?’

I shout towards the bathroom. Still no reply. I move closer to the bathroom door and bang on it.  Still no reply. ‘Justin are you okay!?’ 

I shift towards the doorknob and slowly open it. The room is foggy and I can’t see a thing but lights flashing. ‘Justin are you in here?’

I walk towards the shower and nobody was there. Then I feel a pair of hands on my hips lowering down to my ass. Sending shivers down my back, I quickly turn around to see a boyish grin on Justin’s face while he scans my naked body.

I completely forgot I was naked and my first reaction was to cover up. ‘Baby don’t hide your body, its perfect.’ He tucks a lock of hair behind my ear and removes my hands to expose my breasts. His hands slowly move down cupping them while he kisses my neck.

I throw my head back in pleasure and let out soft moans. ‘Justin stop.’ his head shot up and his hands abandoned my body.

‘What’s wrong?’ his brown orbs stared into mine. My body shivered and I knew I had to tell him this sooner better than later.

‘I know you said that I have to live here…’ I trailed off and stared down into my knotted fingers. ‘But I have to go home..’ Justin lifted my chin up. And was about to say something but I cut him off.

 ‘As amazing as it is and I want to stay here but I have a work interview tomorrow and I have to sort some papers out so today I can’t be staying.’ I whispered.

 ‘Bring your work here and say with me’ he stated. ‘No Justin-‘

‘Yes and you will come on!’ He cut me off and gave me a new pair of clothes.

After we were dressed Justin was in his workroom sorting out some papers for his next tour in 2015. I still couldn’t believe that Believe Tour was over so fast. As he was working away, this was a good time for me to sneak out a go back to my apartment.

I walked to the front door and stepped outside letting the cold winter air hit me. It was freezing. ‘Where are you going?’ a voice was heard from behind me. But it wasn’t Justin’s… I turn around to see a big toned man in a coat staring at me like he could read my mind. ‘I uhh…. Well… I’m going home, who are you?’

‘Sorry, I’m Kenny Justin’s bodyguard. Does Justin know you left?’

‘Yes.’ I lied

‘Alright, do you need me to drive you anywhere? I don’t want the paparazzi al up in your face again.’

‘um sure thanks Kenny.’

He walked me to a black BMW and I seated myself in the passenger’s seat.

‘So where are we off to Kate?’ My mind was still focused on getting away but then without warning Justin I felt kind of bad.

‘504 Johns Avenue.’

He put the key into the ignition and the engine roared to life. We were heading to the main road and my mind drifted off thinking about how angry Justin would be when he finds out that I left without notice.

 I’ve seen him angry before and it’s not a very nice thing to see. The way he shoved me against the wall a couple of hours ago was quite painful. In every kiss I felt his anger releasing into me. But that was quite pleasurable after a while.

‘Kate wake up were here.’

‘Sorry I was daydreaming, thank you so much Kenny, could you pass a message onto Justin for me?’