The girl who was one of the guys

So many hello's

Chapter 48

For the rest of the school day I went to classes and during my free time I would spend it with Aaron. I'm glad that he's not mad at me, I mean I'd rather kiss him then fight with him if you know what I mean.

But I have now reached the end of the school day and could not be happier. This whole day hasn't been too bad I just don't want to accidentally bump into Chase or Jax and then let them ruin the whole day for me.

Today I have to study for a test tomorrow so I'm just gonna go to the library and study by the bookshelves.

If you've known me all my life you'd know that I always used to go to the library and just read, I love reading, but I also love many other things like for instance photography. But enough about me I need to get to studying... oh wait that's about me too, so what I meant to say was let's continue with me. I already said bye to Angie and Aaron so I went straight to the library, yay so now I just have to study for my lame history test! Note the sarcasm.

"Hello." I said to the librarian.

"Hello Ms. Morgan, it's been a while since I've seen you here, what have you been up to?" She asked looking up at me, yup your probably wondering how the librarian knows me in order to call me by my last name, well like I said I used to come here a lot and she was basically my best friend, you know besides Chase and Angie.

"Oh, I've just been busy, I'm glad to see your doing well Mrs. Willson." I said smiling at her and continuing on my way to the bookshelf I always used ok go to.

I sat down on the floor and took my history book out of my backpack. I began to study as I pulled my phone out and plugged in my ear buds trying to just get lost in my music as I studied the findings of King George III.

I was studying for at least an hour before I felt one pair of arms massaging my shoulders. At first I was okay with it because it felt good but the realization hit me and I turned around seeing Alec smirking down at me.

"Hello, Ms. ignoring me." He said making me roll my eyes and scoot away from him so that he had room to sit down.

"Okay first of all, I was not ignoring you and second of all why exactly would you just walk up to someone and start massaging them?" I asked closing my history book and smirking at him then noticing that Tyler was right around the corner and that he came to sit down with us.

"Well to answer your question-"

"Ugh, not both of you, come on just tell me what you want me to do because by now I know that when both of you talk to me at once you usually are trying to get me to do something." I stated huffing as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Okay, you caught us. But just hear us out." Ty said looking at me.

"Okay but if Chase or even Jax put you two up to this I'm seriously going to hurt them." I warned pointing my finger at them.

"Okay we get it, calm down woman." Alec said in a joking manner.

"Okay whatever get to the point." I demanded. I know I'm being harsh but they have to know that I mean it.

"Okay well we just wanted to kinda talk you into taking to Chase, I mean come on, it's not like he meant to get mad at you." Alec stated.

"Really? He didn't mean it? That's his excuse? Pathetic! You can tell him to go to hell before I talk to him! Actually you know what tell him to try talking to me. If he doesn't have to the balls to do it himself then maybe I'll just never talk to him! God I can take this! You have to understand that I have a lot going on right now! I don't have time to deal with two stupid boys, and I know he's my best friend but he could at least try talking to me himself!" I shouted out all in one breath. I gathered my things and quickly made my way out of the library.

I know, I shouldn't have shouted, I shouldn't be so dramatic but there's a lot of things they don't know about me yet, and there's a lot of things that Chase and Jax don't know about yet either, in pretty sure the only person who knows everything about me is Nick. I just-I can't deal with everything right now, I have to think things through, I mean I love the guys but to be honest their too sweet to know what I go through.

"Kayla wait!" I hear them shout as the chased after me.

"Kayla!" They said catching up to me. "Talk to us, we need to know what your going through. You can't keep it in, and don't say that it's nothing because look at you, your not you, something changed, your not the same Kayla you were in freshman year. So talk." Tyler ordered sounding concerned.

"I can't, I'll tell you eventually but I can't now, it's too much to deal with, I just- I need to know that your gonna be there for me! I need to know that your not just gonna walk out on me that you'll always be there, that you won't just leave." I said running out of breath as I felt warm tears sting my eyes but blinking them away before I could show weakness.

"Kay. We understand, but promise you won't hold this all in when it gets bad, and I promise that I will always be here for you, that goes for the both of us." Said Alec as he took a step closer to me, I saw Ty looking at me concerned but nodding his head saying that he agreed with what Alec said.

"Yeah, well always be here." Ty said giving me a warm hug Alec joined in making this moment feel even more special.

"Thank you, and I'm sorry, I will eventually tell you, but right now I just can't hunk clearly, and I will eventually talk to the guys but I just can't right now."

"We get it. Just tell us when your ready and we'll be here to listen, and please just sort his thing out with you Chase and Jax," said Ty pulling away from the hug and looking me in the eyes. I nodded my head in agreement.

"Can I get a ride, Angie was my ride here and she already left?" I asked looking up at Alec since he lives closer to my house.

"Sure, I don't have practice today so we can go now." He said and then I said bye to Ty as he went to his car. I followed Alec to his car and got in.

"Thanks." I said getting in.

"For what?" He asked curiously.

"Everything, and listening." I replied smiling at him.

"Anytime." He said backing out of the parking lot and driving towards my house.

I looked out the window as we passed by trees and houses. Who knew so much could happens after school?

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Wow, I've literally been writing since I last published which was tonight and it is now exactly 1:00am but whatever, I want to publish this right now but I don't have wifi but by the time you read this it will probably be the next day or whenever. I liked this chapter it was fun to write especially since I ate ice cream while thinking of what to write. But anyways aside from that- I need sleep!

Please comment your thoughts on whatever you want. I will gladly reply to questions and I will also gladly fix any errors you point out to me, but anyways I luv yas and Byers.

Sincerely,
       Marissa