The girl who was one of the guys

What Would It Mean?

Song: What's Wrong

Artist: PVRIS

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Chapter 79

Jax's P.O.V

After minutes of Kayla crying in my arms and me just listening and helping her calm down. She dropped her arms from around my waist. The bell had rang a minute ago and the late bell would ring in a couple more minutes.

"You okay?" It was a stupid question, but I felt the need to ask.

She looked up and I could see her red puffy eyes. I wiped away the left over tears under her cheeks leaving my hand against her cheek after.

She still wouldn't look me in the eye.

Kayla's P.O.V

When he wiped the tears from my cheeks and left his hand I didn't know what to do.

What are we even doing right now? Are we even a we?

"What are we doing?" I suddenly asked. I wanted to know if we even had a chance at being together or if we were just being weird with each other.

"What do you mean." His hand was still on my cheek and I could feel his warmth on my freezing skin. I lifted my gaze to meet his blue wonders.

"I mean...what are we doing? Are we a thing? Or is this just our way of dealing with our feelings?" I asked. I could see the confusion spread across his face.

"Do you want us to be something?" He pushed one of my hairs away from my face.

I let my cheek slip away from his hand and looked down before responding and looking back up at him.

"If I said...if I said yes, what would that mean to you?" I asked. I slid off the desk and grabbed the textbooks that I had set down on another desk. I could see Jax visibly stutter from my question.

Then I walked out of the class we were in.

I went to my first period, only to remember that Jax had the same case I did. But he never came in. It was like he decided to leave. But I didn't put much thought into it.

I focused on the lesson our teacher had planned for today and carried on.

But the class eventually ended. I walked out preparing to go to my next class.

"Hey."

"What?"

"What do you mean what?" Blake looked at me with a smirk.

"I mean, what do you want? You never talk to me during school, so what do you want?" I replied turning into the next hall with him following shortly behind.

"What did you do to my brother?"

"I did nothing to him." I rolled my eyes.

"Then why's he text me during class so that I could go talk talk to him?" I stopped, then turned around to face him.

"What did he say?" I sighed.

"He said you two talked but then he said you walked away from him."

"That's not all that happened, did he tell you why I walked away?" I questioned.

"Well...no?" I glared at him.

"Then why are you here, I have my reasons, I left him to think about something I asked him. Tell him not to worry, I'm not mad at him or anything, I just want him to be sure of himself before one of us gets hurt. I need to make sure I don't get hurt. It might sound selfish, but I don't know how much more hurt I can take."