The girl who was one of the guys

Your Face

Song: Reset Me

Artist: Nothing But Thieves

I'm sorry for the late update but I wasn't sure how to put this chapter, anyways I'm so happy right now. The Killers new album came out and I'm non-stop listening to it, yeeet ok enjoy luv yas🖤❤️!

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Chapter 74

Blake drove me back to Andrew's she house. I wanted to just lay down and wrap myself in a blanket. I wasn't mad, I just...felt broken.

Blake decided to stay and try helping the guys cheer me up. Because, God forbid, I feel bad over one thing that happened over one stupid guy. It's not like we were dating and he cheated on me. I'm actually mad at myself for feeling sad over this. It's just one stupid that happened, I've been through worse, and this is what I'm actually sad over?

The guys tried getting me to talk about it. The guys being Blake, Nick, Andrew, Alec, Ty and Luke. Emma and Angie were gonna come over, but they said that they had to go run some "errands" first, whatever that means.

I was currently on the bed- which was thankfully king sized -as the guys were sprawled out around me. After crying in front of Blake at his house, I refused to let myself cry for the rest of the night. It was stupid of my to cry in the first place.

"He may be my brother but next time I see him, I swear-"

"You'll do what? There's no point, we weren't dating so I can't be mad, I means it's not even that I'm mad...just sad. I want to understand." I sat with my back against the wall and my legs over Alec's lap.

"What do you mean by understand?" Nick spoke up.

"I mean, I want to understand why just about a week ago he confessed he 'liked me' and now, he's all over some girl that he probably doesn't even know the name of." I sighed, I still was in a bummed state when the doorbell rang.

"Yayy!" Tyler shot up from where he was seated and ran out the door and down the hall.

"Who is that?" I asked looking at Nick.

"Em and Ange. They brought food." Everybody's eyes widened and all the guys ran out of the room, including Nick.

"Boys." I sighed. I then got up and went to lock the door. I undressed deciding I should put my pajamas on.

I put on a black Harry Potter shirt, and light blue shorts. I went back to the door and unlocked it. Then sitting down on the bed the door opened.

"Hey, can we talk?" It was Andrew.

"Sure?" I said it more like a question.

"What exactly happened, Blake won't tell us, because he doesn't know what happened and you refuse to tell us, so can you agree least tell me?" He seemed worried, I couldn't understand why though.

"Why do you want to know?" I questioned.

"Because I care." His response sounded so sure.

"I don't believe that." I said looking down.

"Don't you trust me?" My head snapped back up.

"I don't trust people." I simply stated. Trust was just a word people used to fool themselves into thinking that somebody was exactly who they said they were. Trust is a word that is used for all the wrong reasons. It was the one thing I learned not to believe in, I used to trust, I used to trust my father. Now I can't even think about trusting anybody, the word is foreign to me.