Kismet (Namjin Mpreg)

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Nineteen

(Kismet)

Seokjin's POV:

I've been staring at his last text for a while now. It seems like his words are some sort of comfort for me no matter how heartbreaking it is to read. I didn't mean for his words to cut so deep. I was only trying to protect him from his awaiting future if I did let him stay and know of his kid.

Why aren't you answering my phone calls. Any of my messages. What did I do wrong? I showed you all my love and all you do is break my heart. We were doing so good; it was the first time that I confronted my parents about my sexuality and it was all for you. I basically risk my future and life for you. You made me want to go after my dreams because I had all the love and support from the guy who made me fall in love. But I'm starting to question if it was all an act from you? Did you use me to get to my mom so that you can get your money and be popular? I was I just a tool to you? I don't understand. I miss you so much as well as your brothers. Please reply me back. I love you.

"Did you use me to get to my mom? Was I tool to you?" I murmur under my breath," No. You weren't a tool for me. You never were."

Can't believe I am causing him so much heartbreak. I wish I could stop but I can't. I have a plan and I will follow through with it. No matter how much he is hurting, how much his words hurt me, I will not let his dreams die. He will make it as a rapper, and I am not going to be the stepping stone that doesn't allow him to be so.

The curtains of my room were shut so no light would come trough in my darkest moment that I was currently having. My despair was so overwhelming that I needed some sort of distraction. Doesn't matter what, as long as I don't have to think of Namjoon.

And just as I was thinking of ways to distract myself, my biggest distraction and utterly joy, opens the door, and plops himself next to me on the bed. I smile- my brightest smile- and shut my phone off. "What is it Tae tae?"

"Would you like to watch a movie with me? Jungkook already agreed and took it along time to convince him." He pleads with his eyes and he puts his lips so that I give in. I giggle at his cute gestures. "Alright, my cute puppy."

Taehyung kisses my cheek and runs back to the living room. With my earnest smile, I remove the cover from my lower half, put my sandals on, and follow Taehyung to the living room. Jungkook, as always, was on his phone, a huge smile plaster on his face. It was almost dreamy as if the conversation he was having on his phone was the best thing in the world.

"Okay what are we watching. Jungkook, phone?" As I sit next to Jungkook on the couch, he rolls his eyes at me and dramatically gives me his phone. He furthers himself away from me and angrily, crosses his arms on his chest.

"We are watching Heavyweights. It looks like it's going to be interesting." Taehyung says with excitement, sitting himself in the floor right next to my feet.

The movie starts and we are all quiet. The movie begins with the main kid- who is slightly chubby- walking home from the last day school because he missed the bus. The next scenes are from him on a camp for heavy teenage boys that need to loose weight. We laugh at the funny jokes and frown at the guy whos is trying to ruin the camp for them. Once in a while we hear Jungkook mouth things to himself about the movie. There is one remark about one of the heavy guys that looks like me because my stomach is getting fatter and it is a similar resemblance to his stomach. I ignore what he said because I know he is saying this out of anger.

"If you don't like the movie, you can just leave, Jungkook! I'm trying to see the movie, I don't need your voice to ruin it for me." Taehyung says, fuming mad. He pauses the movie and throws the green throw pillow in Jungkoo's face.