I Don't Deserve Your Love

Chapter 24

"Hello."I drag out.

"Cas. Where are you?" Madeline's voice seems to be frantic on the phone.

"I'm at the beach." She seemed to be sobbing. "What's wrong?"

"I need you to come down to the hospital right now. Please." She begs. The hospital?! I think in alarm. Oh shit.

"What?! Why? Who is it?"

"There was a car accident. Ryan's in hospital."

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The words took a few seconds to register in my head. What the fuck?! I cut the phone before I relalise  that tears were once again coming down my face as I tried to calm down. I'm sure he was fine. The last time I thought that, I ended up an orphan. But Madeline sounded really panicked. Well of course she was panicked, her son is in hospital. But what happens if he is seriously injured. Voices were battling it out in my head and thoughts swirled around in my mind.

"No. No. No. NO." I scream out to myself sobbing. He couldn't die. He couldn't leave me like my parents and sister did. He had to live.

I quickly scroll through my contacts and find Drake. "Cas?!"

"I need you to take me to the hospital. Ryan's been in an accident. I'm at the beach." I say inbetween sobs. I hear him curse in the background.

"I'm coming. Just stay there. I'm at freestyle."(A/N: For those who don't remember freestyle is the shop near the beach.) He cut the phone and I drop back onto the sand before I yell out in frustration. I thought he had driven home. How did he end up in a car crash?!This was exactly what I feared.

I pace around for a few minutes until a vice yells out,"Cassie..." But I can't hear what they are saying. I was trying to breath as I felt like my airways were blocked. "Cassie. Come on. It's going to be fine. We need to go though." I nod standing up. "Emily, can you call Laila. Tell her where we're going." It was Drake. He leads me to the back seat.

"Hurry." I hiccup, he nods and steps on the gas. I tried to block out the continuing thoughts of my fear. How could this be happening to me again?! I feel the car come to a stop. I yank the door open and rush towards the entrance of the hospital.

"Cas, wait." Emily and Drake call out after me but I ignore them.

I jog to the receptionist lady. "Ryan Turner." I rush out. She looks at me like slowly. "Hurry." I say angrily.

She looks almost scared and looks into the computer." There isn't anything at the moment. He's in the middle of surgery." She looks closely and her eyes widen as she reads something."There isn't anything else." She says too quickly, she was lying.

"What is it?!" I demand.

"Cassie." I turn my head towards Madeline. She had tear stained cheeeks and was extremely pale. "Come on." I run up to her.

"What happened?" I cry out. "Is he going to be okay?" She leads me to a emergency room avoiding my questions.

"I don't know Cas. I'm sorry. All I know is, it was a hit and run. Whoever crashed into him left him there. He's having an operation right now." She pulls me into a hug where I end up sobbing. How could someone leave another person like that?

"When will he be out?" I ask.

"I don't know." She gulps. I look down at the floor. This place had too many memories for me. Foot steps are heard coming towards us.  It was Drake and Emliy. They sit silently next to me and I hear them talking to Madeline.