I Don't Deserve Your Love

Chapter 36

We are now back to Cassie's Point Of View. Don't hate me for this chapter lol. 

"Where's Nancy?" Madeline asks.

"Oh, she's fast asleep in my room. She's such a sounds sleeper." Madeline laughs and nods as we continue to set up some food on the outdoor table when I hear some screams of pain coming from inside the house. Madeline and I look at each other confused, I rush inside with Madeline.

I step in to the living room, and time seemed to freeze all around me. I let out a distraught scream. Vi was lying on her stomach with blood pouring out of her, in front of her Ryan was on his knees with a bloody knife in his hands as he pulled it out. No, he wouldn't have....

I rush forward to Vi and held pressure to the wound. "Vi. Vi." I cry frantically. I try and turn her around, Ryan goes to help me. I was beyond confused as he held the knife which had seemingly stabbed Vi. I could barely think straight. My mind immediately turns to betrayal.I shove him away roughly, he falls back hurt. "What did you do?" I sob repeatedly. He shakes his head hectically. "What have you fucking done?" I scream at him. He continues to shake his fucking head innocently and holding his hands up pointing to the front door. Of course he fucking couldn't say anything. I ignore him as Madeline rushes forward and helps me turn Vi onto her back. I can't even hear what she is saying to me. It was like it was only me and Vi in the world.

She wasn't responding, my throat tightened as I could see her eyes closed. "Vi, come on. Stay with me." I shout angrily holding one of her hands. I lean close to her and hear faint breathing, she was almost wheezing. Her breathing was beginning to get faint. "No, Vi. Come on. It's gonna be okay. Keep breathing." I try to reassure myself. I can hear Madeline on the phone next to me. The fucking ambulance better be here soon. Ryan moves to the other side of Vi and goes to grab her other hand. "No. Don't touch her. " I glare. Ryan stops and looks down as he takes a place on the other side of Vi's body. His eyes were full of tears.

I feel Vi's hand slightly tighten around mine. I can see her starting to choke almost. "NO. Vi. Come on. Hold on. Please. You're all I have left." My voice cracked, as tears streamed down my face rapidly. Memories of when she first visited me in the hospital came to me. I remember how she took me into her home and how she is now like a mother to me. I couldn't lose her. Not after my parents and sister. Her chest began to heave, "The ambulance is almost here. Just a little longer." I sob wiping my face but just smearing blood on my cheeks.

I feel her hand squeeze mine one last time before her hand loosens it's hold on mine. I clench her hand. "Vi." I lift my numb, bloody hand from her wound and put a hand on her face. "Violet." I shout. I lower my ear to her mouth, she was no longer breathing. "She's not breathing." I yell to Madeline, panicking. "She's not breathing." I wheeze and struggle to breath myself as Madeline holds her fingers up to Vi's neck to check a pulse. Madeline's shoulder slumps as she slowly brings her hand away looking at me with tears in her eyes. I look at the blood staining the carpet, my hands and her body. She had lost too much blood.

"No.NO." I scream as I pull Vi's head to my chest hugging her. "She can't be dead. NO. She wouldn't leave me. She wouldn't." I was sobbing uncontrollably. Madeline puts an arm around me as I sob as I see Vi's lifeless body in my lap. I hear the front door open, and I look up seeing Brandon.

"What the fuck?" He rushes forward to Vi but Ryan, who I had forgotten was even in the room. Ryan jumps up pointing at Vi then to Brandon. What was Ryan trying to say? "What the hell happened?" Brandon asked me. I couldn't respond as I sobbed clutching Vi closer to me as I hear sirens and flashes of light coming closer to the house. "Who did this?!"" Brandon demands, I look over at Ryan staring at him and the knife next to him. Brandon looks at me staring at Ryan. "What?!!" Ryan shakes his head waving his hands stepping back pointing to Brandon then to Vi angrily.

"He....he..had the knife." I choke out in between sobs. I was struggling to believe it. I had seen Ryan with the knife in his hand as he just pulled it from Vi Did he really do it? I pulled from my thoughts as I hear Brandon immediately rushes towards Ryan who stood there mutely shaking his head. Brandon immediately shoves Ryan to the ground. Ryan glares back up at Brandon.

"What the fuck did you do huh?" Brandon yells at Ryan.

I look down at Vi's pale face, she was the last real family I had left. My only family. And she was gone. My brain wasn't coming to terms with it, I was feeling overwhelmed with emotions as rocked Vi's body in my arms as the paramedics and police came rushing in. The paramedics pull me away from Vi's body as I sob. "Stoppp." I scream as I try to get back to Vi. Madeline pulls me back holding me in a hug tightly. My breathing was coming faster as I rip myself away and storm over to Ryan.

"You, what did you do?!" I scream and sob as I look behind me. Paramedics were with Madeline. They were trying to revive Vi. But I knew it was too late. Ryan pointed to Brandon, who was standing with a police officer. "I saw you with the knife. YOU PULLED IT OUT OF HER." I hit his chest. "You STABBED HER. YOU FUCKING MURDERER." Ryan picks up his notebook from the coffee table.

It was Brandon. He came in here and stabbed her and left. If you truly love me, you'll trust me enough to believe me. Please.

I read it, but all I could see as I read his words was him pulling the knife out of Vi. I shake my head stuffing the notebook at his chest in rage. "No. Don't pull that love shit on me. I don't know how I ever loved you. Not only are you a murderer you're a liar." I cry out before I'm engulfed in another pair of arms as I sob my heart out. It was Brandon. He whispers in to my ear comfortingly but all I can see is Vi's body being put into a hideous body bag.

"I've told the police what happened. They'll be arresting Ryan for now." Brandon says. I frown at his words by shut my eyes as I could no longer keep staring at the bag containing Vi.

An unfamiliar voice asks me a question. "Uhh. Mam, we're going to need to ask you a few questions." His voice was sympathetic but all demanding, I wanted to slap the shit out of him. "This is now a crime scene, so I'm going to have you all down to the station."

"Come on. Just listen to him Cas." Brandon whispers softly into my ears. I pull away from him but he holds on to my hand as we follow the officer. I see Ryan being escorted into a seperate police car with handcuffs. Our eyes connect, he seemed in pain and he was crying. His shirt and hands were stained with blood....Vi's blood. This was all too much. I didn't understand. He loved me, why would he do this to me? I shake my head as I sit in the police car along with Brandon. He was trying to comfort me, but he wasn't who I wanted. He wasn't who I needed.

Ummm so yeah. That happened....hehe. I'm sure you were all waiting for that drama. Well there you go.

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-Imeshi xx