I Don't Deserve Your Love

Chapter 43

I walk out of Freestyle feeling mildly pleased with myself. I had just handed my resume in, I needed a job and it was the perfect place for me. It was in walking distance so no cars...thank fuck. I didn't want to have to constantly depend on my friends for rides everywhere. And there is no way in hell I was going to get my licence. 

I feel my phone vibrating as I'm walking and I pull it out of my skinny jeans. Dammit, I hate putting my phone in these pockets. It takes forever to get it out.

"Hello?" I question, I hadn't looked at caller ID.

"Heyy" Emily's voice squeals through the phone. "What you doing?"

"Just handed in my resume and I have entered in some UNI applications!"I say pleased. "Uhh Why?"

"Ohhh. Well I wanted to know if you wanted to hang later today?"

"You're going to hate me, I'll pass. I got some work to catch up on from last term. "

"Urghhh. I swear all week you've been at home except for school."Emily whines.

"I'm sorry." I can hear Emily huffing on the other side of the phone. "How about Friday night? We go anywhere you want, invite Drake and Laila. It'll be a group's night out."

"YESSS!" I hear Emily yell through the phone, I wince at the loud volume.

"Okay. Where do you want to go?"

"Hmmmm. I think you need a partying night soooo.....how about we go to the club?" 

"The Club." I sigh."Do I have a choice?"

"No." Emiy says sternly. I can almost see her smirk.

"Fine fine fine. The club it is Friday night."

"Tell me you've been clubbing before?"

"Uhh yeah. Quite a lot....a few times....one time maybe....okay none at all."

"You've been eighteen for god knows how long and you haven't been to a club. Hmm this will be fun!"

"I'm regretting agreeing to this." I laugh.

"Oh hush. You'll love it! Talk to you later yeah!"

"Okay. Bye Em."

"Byeee" Her voices rings in my ears after she hangs up.

The club...this'll be fun. 

...........

"I don't want to wear it." I groan sinking under the blanket on my bed. I enjoy being a hermit who stays at home.

Emily looks and me sternly, "You're wearing it whether you like it or not." She holds up a black criss cross back body-con dress. It was slim fitting and I did not think I could pull it off.

"Why do I have to go again?"

"You've lazed around all week. You need to have some fun."

"Now get changed, I have to go meet Drake at his house. I thought I should invite Brandon." She winks."So to Laila and and Drake's annoyance he is coming too! Drake and I are picking Flynn and Laila up too. But Drake and Laila both refuse to drive with him so are you good going there with him?"

"Uhh yeah sure. I don't see a reason for Drake and Laila to dislike him. He didn't do anything to them."

"Both of them have this 'bad feeling' about him and dislike him after he kissed you and stuff." I knew she was referring to Ryan. No one really mentioned Ryan in front of me. They must all think I'd break down in front of them.