Your blood 》Yuri On Ice

My turn to drown

This song is Victors spirit animal (it's kinda sad but I love it and it's so him) ^^

Since the hotel we're staying at is close enough, Yuri and I choose to walk to the rink, hand in hand. I watch the side of Yuri's amazing face, seeing that he's deep within his own mind. Not wishing to interrupt him, I start to think about our dinner yesterday, the idea was for me to enjoy some nice Spanish food with my fiancé but it sorta turned into a skaters gathering; on our way to the restaurant we bumped into Minako, who wasn't supposed to be here but somehow was. Minako invited not only herself but also Chris, then Yuri thought he may as well invite Pichit and Mickey, the Mickey invited Princess Sara and Pichit invited Minami and Otabek was also there although I lost track of who was inviting who so I don't know how he ended up with us.

It was nice, Yuri was happy. That was what was important. I didn't want Yuri's anxiety to consume him, it started to but luckily a switch seemed to flip in Yuri's mind which cheered him back up.

A few things worth mentioning happened at that dinner last night; such as Sara's arrival; I know it's a European thing to give kisses on the cheek as greetings but she literally covered Yuri's face with kisses, coating every inch her maroon lipstick. I can see that they're close but it is still overdoing it.

Then Chris noticed our golden rings.

I love my ring, it shines brighter than the sun itself, it is a symbol of unconditional, eternal and undying love, it was given to me by the one person I love and value over everything else.

So naturally, when Chris called us out on them I had to flaunt it in front of the whole table and declare that Yuri and I would marry when he wins a gold medal.

That didn't sit well with the rest of the skaters.

But they have nothing on Yuri, he's in a league of his own, he always has been... its just that the monsters inside him are holding him back. He's changed since yesterday, ever since I said he was my miracle he's held his head high and not let his shoulders slump once. I'm glad he finally understands that the things I say to him aren't lies, they're pure, unadulterated truths.

He's ready to win. I know he is.

"I spoke to Jewel last night" when I see I have Yuri's attention I continue; "I told him the news and he said we can marry in his garden"

"Garden? He has a garden?"

"yea, it's huge and filled with many beautiful flowers and greenery, it's similar to where Chris and Valentino got married but better. You didn't see it because Jewel has no windows in his castle." Yuri nods and turns his gaze straight ahead;

"I'd like that"

"Great! And we'll save a lot of money so I can buy you a pig farm!" I jest with a heart shaped smile.

"What? Why a pig farm?"

"Unlimited katsudon duh!"

"You're so silly Vitya. Plus, however amazing that sounds I'll get fat again if I have that much pork to my disposal" god when ever he calls me that I just want to pounce on him.

"Exactly!"

"You want me to be fat?" He frowns in an amused manner, thinking this is some sort of joke.

"Well... you must feel so soft and lovely... I drool just thinking about it" I did actually drool over the image the night after we had dinner with everyone in Japan.

"You have weird taste... I am so disgusting when I'm fat" he chuckles bitterly and fixes his eyes on something to his left, avoiding my eyes.

I lean close to his ear and smirk as I whisper; "No you're not, you'd look especially delicious when I fuck you, can you imagine the way it'd move, and how much I'd mark it up, and how nice it would be to bite into?"