First fanfiction but I love Connor Franta so I'm writing one. Comments and feedback are appreciated. No hate please!! 😍😍😉
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•Vanessa's POV•
Ugly
Cut
Worthless
Cut
Slut
Cut
Whore
Cut
Everyone hates you
Cut. Cut.
Die already
Cut. Cut. Cut.
Kill yourself. No one would care anyways
Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut.
That one was worth 4. I don't usually cut this much but I couldn't take it anymore. I was 3 days clean but everyone at school has to ruin that.
Well I guess not everyone because I did have my friends who made me laugh and smile for real. I say for real because I fake smile all the time so no one suspects that I self harm. Not even my closest friends know. Audet, my closest out of all my friends, always asks me if I'm fine and of course I always say yes.
I'm just sick of life. I won't commit suicide because I know that won't solve everything but I have considered it so many times. I finally stop cutting and clean my cuts. I self harm on my thighs and stomach so I don't have to worry about anyone noticing. The weird thing about me is that I never cry. Specially not when I self harm. I feel like it's only for very weak people and I don't want to show any more weakness.
Well I just hope tomorrow I cut a lot less. Goodnight world. Hope I don't have any nightmares.
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#Conessa- A Connor Franta Fanfiction
FanfictionKian Lawley's twin sister, Vanessa, is a depressed girl who covers everything with a fake smile. Everyone thinks her life is perfect but her bullies know her weak side. When Connor Franta finds out about her self harming problems and depression, wil...
