Chapter 25

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•Vanessa's POV•

I woke up feeling like shit. I just want to die. I know what I'll do to make me feel better. Self harm. I went to the bathroom and thought of everything that happened.

Stay away from him

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We can't be friends

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I thought you loved me

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That's enough for one morning. I put on a shirt and jeans and went downstairs. Kian saw me and smiled. I didn't smile back.

"Need a ride?" Kian asked. I nodded. "Let's go then." I followed him inside the car and just say there. "All of Me" by John Legend came on and a tear rolled down my cheek.

What would I do without your smart mouth?

Drawing me in and you kicking me out

Got my head spinning

No kidding

I can't pin you down...

I stopped singing and looked at Kian. He also had a single tear stain on his cheek.

"I love you Bean," I said.

"I love you,too Vanessa," Kian said. My favorite part of the song started playing and I started singing quietly.

Cause I give you all of me

And you give all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections...

We got to school and I immediately saw Connor looking sad with the guys. Guess I'm not the only depressed one.

"I'll pick you up after school. Okay?" Kian said.

"Yeah sure," I said and got out of the car and went to the girls.

"Hey hey hey," Audet said.

"Hi," I said with no expression.

"Someone's on their period," Emily said.

"Shut the fuck up. I'm not in the damn mood so don't bother me," I said.

•Kian's POV•

I can't deal with Connor and Vanessa being so sad. I have to tell Connor what happened. It's now or never.

"Con, can I talk to you for a sec?" I asked. He shrugged and walked to a corner.

"What up?" He said with his hands in his pockets.

"You and Vanessa broke up right?" I asked carefully. His eyes glistened. I knew he was trying to hold back tears.

"Y-Yeah. Yes," he said while taking a deep breath.

"Well... I know why she broke up with you," I said. His eyes widened.

•Connor's POV•

"You do?" I asked.

"Yeah. Karly made her," was all he said. My blood was boiling. I can't believe that bitch. So Vanessa does really love me. I need to talk to her. Right now.

Riiiiiiing

Shit that's the bell. I saw Vanessa walking to her class so I ran to her and gently pressed her lips to mine. It took her moment to realize what was happening. She kissed back and when I pulled back I smiled at her and ran to my class.

•Vanessa's POV•

What just happened? Is Connor not mad anymore? Does he still love me? Are we friends or not? Are we more than friends? Did Karly see?

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