Stubborn Love.

Chapter 111

Chapter 111

Kelsey

Jack's plan. I am still in my room, still sitting on my bed, still having my head rested in my hands and I am still looking at my friend and the wallpaper in front of me. I can't believe he wants me to ride a motorcycle. That's crazy. He is crazy. Does Jack really think I'm an adventurous type of girl? Well I can tell you here and now that I am definitely not. I'm far away from being that kind of person. Bungee-jumping? Really? What's even the point in going bungee-jumping? Is there any kind of outcome, does it have any kind of effect on your personality? I seriously doubt it.

"Have you seen that there are other points on the list as well?" Jack smirks and I roll my eyes.

"Yes...Trying to process what you've written down." I take a deep breath and wait for a few more seconds before I read out one of the things which I would do right away.

"Stand on the roof-top of a building." I smile, more to myself than at Jack. I can picture myself standing there, looking at the world under me, feeling the vibe.

"Sounds good, doesn't it?" Jack winks at me and I nod. "But there's a catch." I laugh.

"What is it?" Jack asks and crosses his arms in front of his chest.

"If I do it then it has to be a very tall building and when I look around, our small town doesn't offer and of those buildings." I throw my hands in the air. Jack looks like he is thinking about what I has just said.

"You're right." He agrees with me. I think this must be the first time Jack and I have the same opinion on something, at least in a really long time. I can't remember the last time.

"I have an idea." He bursts out and throws his head back in laughter. I watch him writing another point on the list. It's number eleven.

"Are you for real? OMG. That's my favorite point." I give him a thumbs up and jump off from the bed. When he nods, I run toward him and throw my arms around his neck before I press my body onto his.

"Slow down. We have to book a flight first. Don't forget." He warns. There's no way he can now stop my excitement.

"We are going to New York City." I scream and let go off Jack to jump around in my room.

„Okay. I guess you can't concentrate anymore as it looks like. That's why I am going to read the remaining points out for you."

I take a deep breath and look at Jake. I can't believe that he did all of this for me. That he is helping me to forget about Niall and all this drama. I know it won't be easy to cut Niall out of my life but is something I have to do. I know I will cry a lot in the next couple of weeks, I know that I will have to tell myself more than once that everything will be okay and I know that there will be ups and downs waiting for me. But I'm aware of the fact that my heart needs to heal. I can't live with a broken heart any longer. I simply can't and I hate to be a whiny person for the rest of my damn life.

I'll be done with school soon. I need to sort out what I am going to do afterwards. Maybe a fresh start in a foreign country but that would mean that I have to leave Deb and Nate and eventually Jack. Three persons I wouldn't be able to live without.

"Go on a holiday." Jack says and brings me out of my thoughts. Oh right he is still telling me about the plan he has come up with .. for me.

"With you or alone?" I wink at Jack.

"You decide but I don't have anything against laying on a beach and relax in the sun." He smiles.

"Well in that case, you have to come with me. What should I do without you anyway? Wouldn't be fun." Jack and I. On a holiday. Together. I wish.. yeah I wish I could go on a holiday with Niall. Watching him sunbathing, topless. Oh dear. Don't go there I warn myself and bring my attention back to Jack.