Stubborn Love.

Chapter 145

Chapter 145

Kelsey

"Kelsey. You're practically naked and I don't want anyone to see you like that.. well apart from me.. so go home. Hurry." He sounds demanding and I have to admit, I quite like it. Makes me remember of Saturday night when he told me to be quiet and put his hand over my mouth. I think it was damn hot.

"You're cute. No need to worry. No one has seen my like that. What are you wearing? Mind describing?" I try to play it cool but to be honest, it takes me a lot to not run home, start my computer and have nice little chat via web cam with him. Oh god, I've gotten so naughty, it's scary.

"Oh I won't tell you until you're home safe and I know that no one can see you in your "slutty" outfit, Kelsey." Ugh. The way he says my name...would he be here, I'd immediately drag him with me behind the bushes across the street.

"So you tell me what I have to do now? Funny. I'm heading home. Tell me about your day? How was it?" Not seeing him doesn't mean that I can't be part of his life. We promised each other to be there for each other and I think so far, it's been going pretty well. Okay I shouldn't mention that it has only been one day but who cares about that anyway.

"We gave interviews and that's about it. Oh and Caroline and Louise are now officially part of the One Direction team." Niall tells me but somehow that's not everything.

"That's great. But Niall, what's wrong? You sound ..weird." Weird is not the right word but sad would do it, I guess. Yes, he sounds upset and I wonder what's wrong.

"Okay.. it's Harry. We had a fight in the morning. And first I was mad but by now it's kind of annoying me. He has ignored me all day." Niall says and I can hear him pacing around in his room.

"Let me guess.. you're not used to getting ignored." I laugh and hope it helps him to feel better. I just wish I could be with him and hug him and make him..

"Yeah." He agrees and chuckles. So my plan kind of worked.

"What was the fight about? I mean you and Harry are so close.." I have to admit, I really like Harry. He seems genuine and a good friend to Niall and to the other boys. I wonder what caused the fight. Instead of answering my question, Niall stays silent.

"Niall?" I say a bit louder. I'm just a few minutes away from home, and somehow, I want to get there as fast as possible.

"It's because of you." He whispers. What? What have I done wrong? I stop walking and wait for him to go on, to explain what happened and why I am the reason of his fight with Harry.

"Harry thinks that I'm not part of the band anymore because I'm so focused on you and our.. ehm friendship." Niall's words hit me and a weird feeling comes up. I would never have imagined that I could be an issue for Niall's band or his relationship with any of the boys.

"I'm sorry Niall." That's the only thing I can come up with. It's the truth, though. What else could I say to what he has just told me.

"No don't be. It's not your fault but mine." He tries to ensures me but fails. Now I feel even worse. What if he wants to stop talking to me? What if he is considering to go and leave me, again? It takes me quite a lot of strength to not start crying.

"You think Harry's right, don't you?" I don't want to sound the way I sound right now. I'm hurt and he didn't even have to do anything.

"Yeah kind of.. I mean I have been neglecting the boys a bit." He admits and breaks my heart a bit.

"You should put the band first, Niall. Because it's not only your dream but also Liam's, Harry's, Louis' and Zayn's." I inhale and exhale and hope that my voice was strong enough to make him believe me. Because I'm selfish and I want to be his priority. But then, on the other hand, I know that's so wrong and considering that I'm not even his girlfriend, I should stop being like that. Before Niall can say anything, and mostly realize that I'm indeed tearing up, I do what I have to do. „I'm at home now. I'll message you." I want to hang up but I can't.