Stubborn Love.

Chapter 128

Author's note :

Hiii :) I just wanted to apologise for being so shitty at updating and since I feel extremely bad about it, I decided that from now on there will be a new chapter at least twice a week. I've already written almost half of the book and I feel confident that I can keep my promise. Hope you enjoy the chapter. It would be amazing if you vote and comment, because I really wanna know what you think of this story and what you think I could improve.

Love, Stefanie <3

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Chapter 128

Niall

I am indeed shaking a bit while I'm waiting for her to answer my question about the party. "Please don't tell me you're not coming to the party?" I said and she still hasn't answered which makes me a bit more than slightly nervous.

"What are you talking about?" She laughs and I can tell how she's rolling her eyes and all that. It feels like she is standing right in front of me.

"I mean you called me and sent me a message and I thought.."

"Shut up." She bursts out and I stop talking right away. "Of course I'm coming to the party. I haven't been in London since..since December and I really miss that city." I bet she is laying on her bed, staring at the ceiling and once in a while she rolls from on side to the other.

"Okay good. Wait so you're only coming because of the city?" I tease her and make her laugh again.

"Sure. What dp you think? That I want to see you?" She challenges. Oh how much I missed this. It's only now that I realise what a big part of my life she had been. The past few months, I was being occupied with spending hours and hours in the studio. That helped, a lot, to keep my mind off of her. But now, it's all so much realer. Seeing her, made everything real.

"Nope. Never ever." I smile as if she can see me.

"Stop grinning like an idiot, I know you do." Kelsey chuckles.

"Are you bringing Jack?" I ask and hope she is going to say that Jack will not join her.

"Guess so. Liam and him have been in contact and are somewhat friends. Plus if I bring him, I have a ride and don't have to take the train. So it's basically a win-win situation." True. I don't like her taking a train and yes Jack and Liam are friends which is still a bit weird to me.

"Good. I'm really happy you're coming." I bite my fingernails and let my body slip down the wall until I sit on the floor.

"Me too. I haven't been to a party in like forever." She answers. "We all know how the last one ended." I don't know what to say to her in reply. Yeah that party she is talking about was a complete disaster, something I don't really want to think about it anymore.

"I shouldn't have mentioned it." She lets out a deep breath and I immediately feel bad for giving her the feeling that she said something wrong.

"No it's okay. I just.. I'm so sorry for what I said to you. It was wrong and completely uncalled for and I hope that one day you forgive me."

"I probably will. It's not that I'm mad at you for it anymore. You had your reasons and yeah I should have explained myself. So I'm sorry,too..mostly for keeping you in the dark." She replies. Yes she was wrong for doing what she did but she isn't the bad one here because I am.

"You have no idea how much I want to kiss you right now." I whisper into the speaker. I know I shouldn't have said it but I couldn't help myself. It's the truth, there's nothing I would love to do more right now than kissing her soft lips and going through her hair with my hands.