Stubborn Love.

Chapter 122

Chapter 122

Kelsey

When I take the bottle out of Jack's hands and take a huge sip, I feel better instantly. Alcohol seems to help, at least in my situation right now. And yes I known it's not a solution and no I'm not an addict if you think that.

"Good girl." Jack winks at me and I can only roll my eyes. It feels so surreal to have him laying next to me. I haven't seen that coming, not at all to be honest. Why does he always seem to be able to cheer me up and make me laugh?

"So now tell me. Everything." He demands and sits up.

"Well, when I came home he was waiting on the porch and I first couldn't believe it. I really thought I wouldn't see him ever again but I guess you never know with Niall." I stop for a second to take another sip before I continue with my Niall story.

"And then?" Jack sure is a girl deep inside. He seriously wants to know everything.

"Then I told him that I didn't sleep with Tom and so on. There was a bit of yelling and then somehow I dragged him inside. Nate was already waiting by the stairs and didn't hesitate for a second to introduce Niall to Deb." I shake my head. I still have the picture of Niall and Deb talking to each other in the living-room, in front of my eyes.

"Let me guess.. You both went upstairs and then made out for a bit." Jack laughs. He is full on laughing. I bet he knows that he's right with the assumption that Niall and I made out.

"Yep. I just couldn't help myself.. I just had to kiss him." I bite my lip. It felt so good having Niall's lips touching mine. I wish...

"You naughty girl, you." He gives me a little poke with his elbow and I almost fall out of my bed.

"I am not." I look at him from the side and then cover my face with my hands. Of course I am a bit naughty deep down. I guess every girl is and yes I want more than just kissing. Hell I wanted him so badly. I still do but I know I can't have him. It's simply not right and it wouldn't be fair. He wants me to be his girlfriend but he can't give me what I need nor what I want. I can't accept that I most likely will have to share him with thousands of other girls. I can be his friend but I doubt that a friendship between him and I will work out. We're not made to be friends.

"Admit it. You wanted to bang him." Jack chuckles. Oh my god, he did not just say that. I am not a slut.

"Shut up." I place my left hand over his mouth.

"Hey.." He mumbles. "What? It's true, isn't it?" I wish I could kill him and wipe that dirty smirk off his face.

"Maybe.." I start blushing. Of course I wanted to sleep with Niall, who doesn't? He is good-looking and good in bed. I know his skills and what he can do with his hands and fingers.

"Knew it.. Is he any good? I mean I know I'm better." I can't believe I'm having a sex-talk with Jack.

"I doubt you are." I mock him. Big mistake. Biggest mistake ever.

"Lemme prove it to you." He calls out and I have no idea what's happening. The next second he is sitting on me, holding me in place with both of his hands around my wrists and presses me down onto the mattress. What the hell is going on here?

"What are you doing?" I ask rather shocked.

"You think I'm not a sex god so I'm going to prove to you that you couldn't be more wrong." He says seductively. No I am not going to have sex with Jack. That's just gross. The only one I want to be intimate with is Niall.

"I'm sorry. I was wrong. You're a sex god." It's my weak attempt to get out of the situation I'm in now.

I wait for him to say something but he doesn't. Instead he stares at me and there's something in eyes that makes me think that he is going to eat me alive any second.