Virgin // Shawn Mendes [Wattys 2018]

CHAPTER 5

Shawn's p.o.v

Today has been the best. We went on a date, we kissed, I met her sister, got to know more about her life, and now she is my girlfriend! And I couldn't be happier.

I feel like we have this bond. Our bodies connect or something. I can't explain it. It's indescribable. I've never felt the way I feel with her. I think I love her.

We're laying on her couch making out. I haven't heard her sister at all ever since she went up to her room, but it is kind of late.

Her kisses are soft but sweet. As we are kissing, her hands explored my body. My arms, stomach, and back. I'm still kissing her lips. They are soft. I start making my way down her neck. I find her sweet spot. She lets out a little moan. I can tell she's trying to keep herself quiet.

Lexi's p.o.v

I need to be quiet. I don't want Vale hearing what Shawn and I are doing. It's not like we're having sex but I just don't want her to know, it would be too awkward.

He keeps kissing my neck as my hands travel his body slowly. I am loving the sensation of him on me. I know that we just started talking to each other 2 days ago but it feels longer than that. I am drawn to him. I am attracted to him. Sexually and emotionally.

He starts to kiss my lips again. I'm sure he left a hickey on my neck. This entire time, I can't help but wonder what it's like to do more.

All of the sudden, I break off the kiss.

"Um I think we should stop." I say

"Yeah it was getting heated." he says touching his lips

I get off of the couch and start to walk to the kitchen.

"Hey Shawn, do you want anything to drink?"

"Can you make me a glass of water?"

"Of course"

As I'm pouring him and I a glass of water, I couldn't help but wonder what it had been like if we did more. Would it have been amazing and passionate or lustful and craved. Sometimes I wish I wasn't a virgin. I wish I knew things.

Once I'm done, I walk out of the kitchen with his glass of water in one hand and mine in the other.

"Thanks babe" He says as I hand him his water

"You're welcome"

"So, you never told me about your life" I say

He drinks his water and then responds to what I said.

"Well I'm going to start from the beginning. I have a younger sister, her name is Aaliyah. She is so funny and supportive. Growing up, I've always been the weird kid. I loved and still love Harry Potter. When I was 12, I couldn't play hockey. I was so bad at it. Crazy right? I'm Canadian and hockey is the country's most famous sport. I decided I wanted to do better so my dad and I would go to the rink everyday after school and practice. I worked hard and got better. When the app "Vine" came out, I posted me singing with my guitar. I had no idea that would flip my life upside down, in the best way. I became a part of the magcon boys and met my best friend, Cameron Dallas. I'm very blessed and appreciative for everything that has happened to me. I just wish I would've valued those moments before fame more."

"I feel the same way. I wish I wouldn't have taken the moments that the entire family was happy and together for granted. If only we could go back" I said

"Everything comes with a price. Filling up stadiums and being the center of attention there guarantees my safety. I not looked like a normal person. It's so weird. I got hate. Just like anyone in the media.
What your going through with the media will make you stronger. You are a beautiful, nice, caring, and bubbly girl. If only they could see it."

I lift my head up and look into his eyes and he pecks my lips. He makes me feel like everything is going to be okay.

"Thank you Shawn." I say smiling

"Well it's getting late, I should probably go." He says getting up

"Oh ok."

"I'll text you later babe." he says walking closer to me

"ok"

He kisses me goodbye and walks out the door to his car.

I go upstairs to go take a shower when I see Vale awake on her phone.

"I heard Shawn and you talking."

"WHAT! You were spying??"

"No sis, I was getting up to use the bathroom when I heard him talking about his story and I couldn't help but listen. He's right you know. You have to work hard if you want to succeed. Didn't mom prove that enough? "

"Yeah, yeah. I know she did. Did you hear anything before that conversation?"

"No, I got up to use the bathroom."

"Okay"

"Lexi, you know you could tell me anything."

"I know"

"Ok"

"But I have one question Vale"

"shoot"

"When did you lose your virginity?"

AUTHOR'S NOTE: I'm trying to make this story as real as I can by keeping Shawn's story the same. Anyway, so what do you think will happen in the next chapter? I'm sure Vale and Lexi will be even closer as sisters after the convo they will have. I'll talk to ya'll later!