{{This chapter is going to be different. AS for the whole story, we have been following around you, but I think for this chapter we are going to be following around Spock, but not in 1st person}}
                              
                              
                              
                              As you fell into a deep sleep, Spock was slowly falling into his version of hell. He hated not knowing what was happening to him. The blushing, the dizziness, the emotions. He was slightly scared of what was happening. The only thing that he knew was that it was because of you.
                              He figured this out after some careful thinking.
                              It all started when he first met you at Yorktown.
                              It continues to happen whenever he is around you.
                              He cant take you off of his mind.
                              For all he knew, he could've been going crazy. After he walked out of your room he leaned on the wall next to your door. He just starred at the door. He wasn't planning on going back in, but right now, looking at your door was the only thing that gave him sanctuary from his emotions.
                              He needed help. Help that only someone who isn't a Vulcan could give. The help he needed was for...emotions.
                              McCoy wouldn't want to help him, especially with this problem. So Spock mentally crossed him out of the list.
                              Chekov was too young and probably couldn't help some with this issue, let alone a Vulcan.
                              Scotty would probably be too much when it came to romance and his Scottish ways.
                              Sulu probably wouldn't take Spock seriously.
                              Kirk...would probably just laugh and go tell you everything that Spock had said.
                              Spock felt hopeless. He honestly didn't know what he would ask even if he did find someone to help him. Would he ask what emotions are? He already knew the answer, but feeling them was a whole new thing. 
                              Would he ask about you. Nonsense, they would've probably know as much about you as he did.
                              Would he ask what it was like to fall in love with someone?
                              
                              
                              He tried to shake the thought, but to no avail. All he could do was go back to the bridge and work out his stress. As he reached the bridge, he looked around to see all the people that he had crossed off his list of possible teachers. Except for one...
                              She sat in her chair as usual scanning for any form of communication from the vast area of space. He black hair sticking up in the ponytail she normally had it in.
                              Ohura.
                              Of course! Spock had been so blind. Who better to ask about a girl then another girl.
                              "Spock, nice to see you here. Where did you head off to?"
                              "I...had to take a break and...clear my head, captain."
                              "Clear you head? I thought the Vulcan mind was made to be stuffed with information. If you just cleared it, all your knowledge and memories show me erased, yes?"
                              "Captain, I don't see how you could make a joke about something so simple as clearing your mind."
                              Bones walked up to kirk and laid a hand on his shoulder.
                              "Now, Spock. You cant blame Jim for thinking a Vulcans mind is the same as a computer. HIt clear, and everything is gone."
                              "I assure you doctor, my mind is not the same as a piece of hardware designed to know everything."
                              "Uh huh, sure."
                              Bones rolled his eyes and started to talk to Kirk as he was before Spock walked in.
                              "Ms. Ohura. May I have a word with you after your shift?"
                              "Spock, what is it about?"
                              "It...personal."
                              "Spock! What hot Vulcan lady did you attract now?"
                              "I...assure you there is no Vulcan lady."
                              "Ah, well then is she human?"
                              Spock crossed his arms.
                              "Who said she was human?"
                              "Ah ha! So there is someone at least!"
                              "I..."
                              "No, no. Don't say anything. I think its time for Mr. Grumpy to get a girl of his own."
                              Spock raised his eyebrow.
                              "I did not say I wanted a girl."
                              "Come on Spock. No guy just wants to talk about a girl for no reason. No matter if your aware or not, I bet you like her."
                              He sighed at her comment. Was she right? He couldn't tell.
                              He walked away but was stopped by Ohura jumping in front of him.
                              "Oh no. You cant tell me this news and expect me to wait to talk about it. So far this is the most exciting thing on this ship in weeks."
                              She grabbed his arm and pulled him into the lift.
                              Kirk sighed.
                              "What is it with people just leaving now?"
                              "Well, Jim. Maybe its because they don't like you anymore."
                              Kirk laughed.
                              "Well, Bones. Your still here. You must still like me...right? Bones?"
                              Bones had left to go back to the Med Bay.
                              Kirk sighed again.
                              "Don't worry Keptin, I still like you."
                              "Thanks, Chekov."
                              
                              
                              
                              A/N
                              Do you play Star Trek Online or want to start playing? Ill play with you! I just made a new profile that I remember has no friend lol. 
                              If you want, Ill tell you my username.
                              Love you all <3
                              
                              
                              
                                      
                                          
                                   
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FanfictionSpock is a Vulcan. Seemingly heartless but logical. He would have no reason it fall in love...then you came. (This book is not One-shots or imagines. It is an actual story. If you do not like long heartfelt stories, I suggest you pick something else...
 
                                               
                                                  