Don't close your eyes |Yoonmin 윤민| [COMPLETED]

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Yoongi's POV

Maenwhile

I slowly walked to the bathroom. I can't believe this is real. He's really cheating on me... with a girl? I thought he loved me. It looked like he did.

I locked myself into the cabin and started crying.

Wait... what if I saw it wrong? Maybe this is someone just messing with jlhis phone.

No, my dear naive Jimin. You saw that right. It said his girlfriend. He's cheating on you with a girl. I think he never even liked you, he just didn't want to break your little heart, wich he did right now. But you know what to do dear Jimin. You know that there's a knife inside your pocket waiting for you to pull it out. Come on Jimin just do it.

I pulled out the knife and opened it, and saw the sharp part shining.

Good boy. Now you know what to do. Just take it and draw something on your skin. Perhaps Yoongi? There's a lot of letters in his name. More letters, more cuts, more plesure.

I put the knife against my skin and stopped. Wait, I promised him that I'll never do it again.

He promised that he won't cheat, or hurt you. We all break promises.

I then pushed the knife into my white skin. I draw a line.

Doesn't it feel good. Just blood dripping out and on to your skin. It gives you some warmth that he couldn't give.

I cuted again. Drawing some more lines. They were quite deep cuts, and they hurt, but I liked it. I was crying while doing it. Then I pessed out

I woke up a few minutes after and quickly wraped my bleeding arms. I cleaned the blood of the floor and my shirt. I washed my face but my eyes were still puffy. Aghh fuck it.

I walked back to our table with a fake smile and saw that Yoongi's eyes were red as hell. Was he crying?

Yoongi's POV

I saw Jimin coming, so I quickly wiped my tears in my sleve and smiled. But I noticed that he had puffy eyes as well.

"Did you smoke or what?" Jimin said smiling. "I could ask you the same think" I winked. Jimin looked at his hands, and I looked at my phone. It looked like we were hiding something to each other.

Hobi notice that and break the silence "Do you wanna get some ice cream?" He asked. I looked at Jimin and he nodded and smiled. But he's smile was  empty.

Jimin's POV

"What are we waiting for?" Yoongi smiled. Hobi payed for the sushi and we walked outside to the park.

Fuck my arm hurts so bad. I cutted quite a lot but it felt good. Then I felt a hand dragging against mine, I looked up and saw Yoongi. He tried to hold my hand, he looked so cute.

I held his hand and we continue walking towards the ice cream shop. My hand flinched sometimes but I ignored it, like I ignored his phone wich was liting up every 2 minutes. I just want to throw that mother fucking phone away.

"So wich ice cram would you like?" Hobi asked. The fuck? When did we even came here? "I would like chocolate" Yoongi said and looked at me with a smile. "A strawberry please" I said and looked at my arm. It really hurt.

"So one chocolate, ome strawberry and one melon" Hobi smiled to the waitress and she gave us what we ordered, he paied and we sat down on a green bench next to a huge tree.

Yoongi's POV

I interwine my fingers with Jimins and hugged him. He was cold, I wanted to gave him my warmth. He buried his head into my neck and I kissed his forehead.

Then my eyes became heavy and fell asleep.

Jimin's POV

I could feel his body becaming heavier. He probably fell asleep. "Hey Hobi? Did he fell asleep?" I asked licking my ice cream. Hobi turned around and nodded. "More ice cream for me" he smiled and took Yoongi's ice cream. I laughed at him, he always makes me smile even when I'm feeling shit.

"So how's Zoey?" I asked him after 3 minutes of silence. "Oh, she's okey, I think" he said. Looking down at his toes.

"Is everything okey?" I asked "I mean, he's just... aghh... she's not feeling okey lately, but don't worry." He smiled, altho I could see his eyes tear up.

"What about you, you look sad?" He added. I looked at my arm and smiled. "Everything is allright" he looked at my arm, and I got scared, what if he knows?

"What so interesting about that ice cream?" He asked me. Okey. He thinks I was looking at ice cream. "It was really good" I smiled. He smiled back, then his phone lit up.

He looked at it shooked and started crying. "What's wrong? I asked and put my hand on hus tight. "I- it's Z- Zoey. Sh- she's in in the ho- hospital"

Fuck! I froze, but quickly unfrozed. "Come on, let's go to the hospital now" I grabbed Yoongi bridal style and we ran towards the car. I layed Yoongi in the back and pushed Hobi in the car.

I sat behind the wheel and started driving. Hobi was sobbing so I grabed his hand and he squized it hard. The rain started falling. Great just great.

So today I realised that my "boyfriend" is cheating on me, I broke a promise, my friends girlfriend is in hospital and I havto to drive a car in the rain, the same weather when Yoongi had his acident.

Fuck my life, I need a knife.

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Okey so this chapter is a bit messed up. I don't even know if it makes sence *it makes dollars*

Jk jk I hope it has a head and tail😂

Lobe u ❤🌼

This is just so cute #JiminTheCoala🐨