Don't close your eyes |Yoonmin 윤민| [COMPLETED]

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Yoongi's POV

"Yoongi?" I heared a voice. It sounds like Jimin's... wait what?! This can't be him... can it? I cried even more when I suddenly felt a light hand on my back. I quickly looked up and sa Jimin lightly smiling at me.

"Jimin?!" I whispered yelled and looked at him shooked. "Yong-" he started but I interupted im with a tight hug.

"Why did you do this to yourself? Was it me? Was it my deasise? Am I bad for you? Am I killing you? Why would you cut yourself? Is something wrong with your family? Did something bad happened to yo-" I asked crying but he stopped me with a quick kiss.

"I love you Yoongi" he said, smiled and hugged me tighter. "Love you too" I replyed to him and silently sobbed into his chest

"We need to talk" I said with a serious tone.

Jimin's POV

Wait what?! Didn't Hobi and Jungkook tell me that he loves me? "We need to talk" does that mean he's gonna dump me? That's what people usually say when they want to end their relationship. No

"What is wrong?"

Yoongi's POV

I asked him and look into his eyes. He stayed silent. His eyes became a bit teary, but still empty. "I- I- I... I'm sorry Yoongi" he said and looking at hishurt arm. I lightly put one hand on his hurt arm and with other gently raised his chin, so his eyes were meeting mine.

He quickly looked away, he just couldn't look at me I gues. A tear fell down his cheek. I whiped it and he smiled, but when he looked back to me his smile fade since he had to answear my question.

Jimin's POV

Fuck. Now is the time I tell him but how? His eyes were so pure, he looked at me killing me with his eyes. "And one last thig, ask him what's going on" I remembered Hobi's last words before he flew away.

"C- can I a- ask you something before?" I asked. He tilted his head as he looked at me. "Why?" He asked. "Who do you love?" I asked. "I love you" he said smiling. "Only me?" I looked him deep in his eyes. He did the same and truly tell me "Yes, only you" I smiled and held his hand in my.

"So, I cut myself because... of you" I started. He looked down and let go of my hand. "Jimin, I'm so sorry, I'll go now, I love you too much, I don't want you to kill yourself because of me" he said and prepared to leave but I grabbed his hand quickly and pulled him back down on the bed. He looked at me weird as he opened his mouth to say something but before he could, I putted my skinny finger on his lips shushing him.

"It's not what you think. It was all in my head" I started and saw he relaxed a bit "What do you mean with that?" He asked. "Look it's complicated, so I'll try to explain it to you" I started and toom a deep breath to continue

"It all started when I saw you hiding your text in front of me. I first didn't suspected anything but then one day I saw the name on the screen, it said Your hoe with two hearts or something like this, so I thought you were cheating on me. And then a voice in my head told me to take a knife and draw on my skin, so I did as he said. It felt good, so good, it removed all the heart pain. Then I repeted this step every time when I saw you texting or reciving texts with that girl." A tear rolled down my eye as I continued the story.

"I wondered who that man was, the one who was helping me remove my heart pain, and the last time I cut my skin open he promised me that I'll see him, so because I was so mad I cut really hard into my skin and decided to take my life, I saw his shadow and then everything wnt black." I said and looke at my arm remembering what I wrote on it and how many times I crossed that word.

"So here's when it becomes crazy. So I woke up in some shit white room or something sitting on the exa t bad as right now and I saw Jungkook, it ended up that he was the one telling me all the bad things, he was the one telling me what to do, he was the one controling my thoughts. Then angel Hobi helped me out and Jungkook admited that he was the one telling, making me do bad things, the one lying to me."

Jungkook popped in my head. Wait, what if something is wrong with him? What if he is hurt ir something? "Yoongi can I have your phone. I have to call Kookie" I said and he gave it to me. I quickly typed Kookie's name and called him.

Hello Yoongi? I'm don't
have time right now, I'm in
the middle of something.

Jungkook?

Oh Jimin, you're alright

Yes I am no worries.
Did you do something
stupid?

W- what?

Did you do something bad

Bad like what?

Bullying?

No, I would never do that

What about drugs

Do you want me to get
fired?

What about cutting?

...

Kookie?
I have a feeling-

How did you know?

Know what?

That I was suposed to cut
myself?

Long story.
Don't do it

Give me a reason.

Cuz you are not worth
it. Believe me, you don't
want that.

How would you know that?

Cuz I did the same shit.
It's not worth it. Tae loves
you. Don't do it, for him

But what if he doesn't?
What if he is cheating?
I saw him...

Talk to him.

No I won-

Just do it or I'm gonna
tell Jin what you were trying
to do.

Fuck. Okey

He said and quickly hung up. Yoongi's phone then opened on the messegas and I could saw something that I didn't like. I looked up at him and opened my mouth to say something but stopped as I saw Yoongi crying.

"I'm so sorry Jimin, I should've told you that before"

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Hey hey

I don't have much to say ^-^ I just wanted to say thank you, thank you for everything.

Be thankful❤

And remember there is always someone who loves you, even tho you don't know them.

Love you❤