Don't close your eyes |Yoonmin 윤민| [COMPLETED]

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Hobi's POV

What? No, no, no... this can't be happening? No, this is just a bad dream. I will wake up and everything will be allright.

I closed my eyes pinched myself. Shit, that hurt. I opened my eyes but everything was the same.

Tears started falling down my cheek. I was crying. I tried to stop but I couldn't. What am I suposed to tell Jimin. He's gonna have a break down.

"Hi. Is something wrong?" Jimin asked as he aproched me. I quickly wiped my tears and turned around, and... smiled? "Hobi?" He asked. I didn't move. "Can you please move so I can see Yoongi?" He asked.

I didn't move. I was stuck in the spot. He tried to move me but I couldn't let him see Yoongi, motionless and heart-beat-less. Then he pushed me away so hard that I fell on the ground and hit my head on the wall.

Jimin's POV

I pushed Hobi so hard and steared at the room in front of me. It was Yoongi, lying down on the bed. He was even more white then usual. 

I looked at the machine next to him. It wasn't working. I mean his heart beat was just a straight line. And then was when I realised. Yoongi is dead.

"Noooo!!!" My voice creaked as I screamed. I fell down and started crying, almost yelling. "Yoonggiiii!!" I cried even harder. Hobi came and trued to hug me, but I pushed him away.

I cried even more and moved into a fetal position. I was shaking. Hobi came again. I didn't have any power to mobe so I just stayed in the position. He picked me up and put me in his lap. He took of his soft jacket and put it around me as he hugged me.

Hobi's POV

I hugged him even tighter as he started to shake more. "Hobi, W- why h- h- him?" He sobbed "I don't know Jimin. "I- is th- this j- just a a bad d- dream? P- ple- please tell m- m- me that th- this is a a b- bad dream" he said and looked at me hopefully.

Ughhh... this hurts me the most. Why does the truth hurt so bad? "Sorry Jimin, but this is real life" I answerd. He clung onto my arm and cried even more.

Yoongi's POV

"Oh come on. Can it atleast be black? White is killing my eyes you mother fuckers" I yelled to... air? I don't know. Am I crazy or what? Where the fuck am I?

"Why Yoongi, why?!" I heared Jimin scream behind me. I turned around and saw Jimin. He was crying. I never saw him crying. Why is he crying??

"Why are you crying? What did I do?" I asked him. That wasn't a good question, cuz he started crying even more. "Cuz of you Yoongi!" He yelled.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?!!!" I yelled back at him. "YOU HAD TO DRIVE THAT CAR, RIGHT?!" He answerd with a question. We were just yelling stuff at each other.

"Yes I did. Is something wrong with that?!" I asked. "And now you are dead!" He said and dissapeared.

What the fuck? I am dead. Naah. I am still alive. Look I was just talking to Jimin and then he... dissapeared. Okey. Maybe I am dead. But the fuck?!

"Do this for Yoongi, to be with him" I heared a familiar voice behind me. I turned and saw Jimin with bloody inner arm. Did he cut himself? So he would die? So he would be with me?

Oh my god. He really loves me.

Jimin's POV

"Sorry Hobi but I have to go to the bathroom" I excused myself still soaking wet with tears. "Do you want me to come with you?" He asked "Naah. I'm good" I replayed and slowly walked to the bathroom.

I opened a cabin and started searching for something sharp. I then finnaly found it and quickly put it against my skin. I pushed it deep into my skin. I cried and did some more lines. I yelled out of pain, but continue drawing lines.

Hobi's POV

I was just texting Zoey as I heared a scream coming from the bathroom. Fuck, this is Jimin. I ran to the bathroom and opened the cabin where Jimin was.

His hand was all read from blood. Oh my god. What am I soposed to do now? I don't want to have two dead friends. "Leave me here to die. I want to go there where Yoongi is. MY YOONGI!!" he cried.

I called a nurse and she quickly wraped his shirt around his arm to stop the bleeding. She took him to a room next to Yoongi's and I was left all alone. I texted Zoey, cuz she was the only one who I trusted my feelings at the moment.

Hi

Hi. Is everything allright?

Not really :(

What happened?

Yoongi... died. And
Jimin tried to kill
himself.

Oh my god :'(

I am crying.
I just can't :(

It's okey baby. How
can I make it feel better?

Right now? You
can't really :(

Sorry. Just keep in mind
that I love you <3

Thanks Zoey. You
are my light in the
dark <3

I put down my phone and looked again into Yoongi's room. Yoongi was covered in white sheets.

Jimin's POV

"Aish!" I screamed. "That hurts" I pounted. "Sorry, but you cut yourself pretty deep" the nurse apologized. When she was finnished putting some shit on my hand she wraped it up. "Now just sit here and wait, if you are sleepy you can go to bed" she said and smiled.

As she left I grabbed her hand to stop her. "I have one request" I said to the nurse. She nodded in the way, yeah sure tell me. "Can I see Yoongi?" She looked around but nodded.

She took my healthy hand and we walked towards Yoongi's room. When I saw Yoongi's dead body and started crying. She sat me down next to his bed and I grabbed his hand.

"Why did you have to drive that car?" I said and put my head on his stomach. He wasn't moving what made me even more sad. The tears were falling down my face like a waterfall.

I uncovered the sheet to see his beautiful face. I kissed him on the cheek and layed my head onto his chest. They weren't moving.

"Okey now, it's time to go" the nurse said after 10 minutes of me crying into Yoongi's chest. "No" I said and pounted. But she grabbed my heand and we had to walk out of the room.

"I love you Yoongi" I said just before she closed the door to his room.

Hobi's POV

I saw Jimin left Yoongi's room. I wanted to go after him, but I couldn't. I walked closer to the window to Yoongi's room and looked through. He started shaking. The fuck?! I quickly called the nurse and she ran inside.

"What is happening?" I heared nurse ask doctor. He didn't replay, he just smiled. I looked at the "beep beep heart" machine.

The straight line started moving.