After The Rain✔️

Arrangements

Trish and I set everything up. I told my parents I was spending the night at Trish's. She brought me to a little bed and breakfast outside of town and from there I sent Raven a message with the address. I also included some excuse for him to use. He was going to check out colleges. It was plausible. Raven didn't know my plans and I didn't tell him. I didn't want people to get the wrong idea, especially when I made a decision.

He pulled into a parking spot and got out. He grabbed his bag and looked at the name of the bed and breakfast. He walked into it and up to the front counter. When he gave them his name, a woman smiled and gave him a note. He opened it.

'Meet me in room 3.'

He made his room to the room and knocked on the door. I opened it.

"Oh, Molly, I thought we were looking at colleges?"

"We are, tomorrow," I replied.

"This is a bed and breakfast."

"I know."

He looked past me to see one bed, "And there's only one bed."

"I know that too."

"And you're here and I'm here alone."

"Right again."

"Is this what I think it is?"

"Depends if you're planning on standing out over there thinking this," I smirked.

"But I don't want to push you into doing something you don't want to do," he said.

I walked up to him and looked him in the eyes as I said, "I'm ready."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive, trust me, I have had extensive conversations with my therapist about this. She explained everyone is different and each person is ready at different times," I said. I took his hand and led him into the room and closed the door. Tonight I wanted to share something special with Raven. I wanted to be intimate in a way that it was meant to be. Not being drugged and thrown onto a bed in a dark room. I wanted to be able to say yes and I wanted it to be my decision.

We took our time and slowly undressed each other. Raven placed soft kisses on my lips and body, taking great care with me. He picked me up and laid me on the bed once all of our clothes were fully removed. I watched as he placed protection on and then he made his way onto me. He gave me a kiss as he positioned himself in between my legs.

Then he looked at me, "Ready?"

"Yes," I said.

"It may be uncomfortable, but I promise to be gentle. Okay?"

"Yes," I answered.

We looked into each other's eyes and he found my entrance and slowly pushed inside of me making me gasp from the entry. He waited until I relaxed, then once I was ready, he started moving. He was right. He was gentle with me. As he moved inside me, he kissed me. He placed his hands in mine, interlocking our fingers. The uncomfortable feeling I had soon disappeared and it was replaced with pleasure.

Raven made me feel so loved with how he handled me and took care of my body being ever so gentle. As we continued I could feel my muscles tighten and he whispered, "It's okay. Let go baby. Enjoy it, I promise it will be okay." With that, I groaned loudly as the orgasm came washing over me. He followed shortly after feeling his orgasm come and once our bodies came down from the high, he looked at me as he stroked the side of my face with the back of his hand.

"I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to be with you like this." Tears fell down my cheeks, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I wish you had been my first."