Payb Takes Book 3

Ang Habilin

Hindi ko kayo matiis eh noh? 😆 Pwede na yung one day na short break. LOL

For MariaRevelar 😘

October 8, 2017, 10:00pm:

M: Sleep na. *smiles at R as they lie, cuddling, face to face*

R: Sige lang. Una ka na. Alam ko gusto mo matulog ng maaga ngayon. Aantukin din ako mamaya. *pulls M closer and kisses her forehead, stares blankly at the ceiling*

M: *looks up at his face, stares at R, strokes his jaw and chin to make him look down* Kailangan matulog ka din nang maaga. Magbawi ka din sa pahinga pag may time. Gusto mo ba ng warm milk o hilutin ko itong ulo mo para makatulog? *smiles as she gently circled his temple with her thumb*

R: *closes his eyes and sighs* Ma... *swallows thickly* Ma-mahal mo ba ako? *takes a deep breath as his eyes brim with tears and his voice cracks*

M: *stops massaging his forehead and touches his cheek then wipes the single tear that fell* Hey... Saan nanggaling yan? Siyempre naman mahal na mahal kita. *caresses the side of his face and kisses his eyelids*

R: *sobs quietly* Naalala ko na naman kasi. *sighs and closes his eyes, cradles her nape and touches their foreheads together* Reading your blog, naalala ko na naman how close I was to losing you that night. *bites his lip to stifle a sob as tears flowed from his eyes* Hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko kaya talaga, Love. Hindi. *lets go of the painful sob that clogged his throat*

M: *hugs R, lets him nuzzle on her neck and shoulder as he cries, gently rubs his back up and down while crying her own silent tears* I'm sorry, Love. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to scare you like that. Natakot din naman ako noon sobra. Inisip kita. Hindi pa ako handang iwan ka.

R: *hugs M tighter and grits his teeth* Hindi. Don't say that. Hindi talaga. Kahit kailan. Hindi mo ako pwedeng iwan. Sasama ako. Mauuna ako. Basta. Hindi pwede. I can't go through losing someone again, Maine. Please don't make me. *sobs*

M: *whimpers and closes her eyes, letting her tears flow freely* I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, Love. I won't. I promise. I'll do everything I can to make sure that doesn't happen. We'll pray everyday and ask that we never have to lose each other. Ever. I'm really sorry to hurt you like this. Hindi na mauulit. Promise. Hindi na mauulit. I'm sorry.

R: Mahal na mahal kita. Mahal na mahal. Mahal na mahal. *softly whispers through his sobs and sniffles and kisses on her skin*

M: *lifts his chin up, cradles his face in her hands, looks into her eyes, heart broken to see how much pain and fear she has caused the man she loves* Mahal na mahal kita. I'm sorry. I love you so much. Okay?

R: *nods his head, sniffles* Okay.

M: *whispers* I love you. *kisses his forehead* I love you. *gently kisses each of his eyelids* I love you. *kisses his nose and continues to whisper I love you as she follows the path of kisses down his cheeks, tasting each salty tear filled with his pain and hoping to kiss them all away*

R: *with his eyes closed and his heart reaching out to hers, whispers* I love you most. *inches his lips closer to hers until they touch then kisses her slowly and passionately, savoring each moment with her and praying with his entire being to always have her*

M: *smiles softly as she wipes the last of his tears* Tama na ang iyak ha? Nababawasan ng .99% ang kagwapuhan mo.

R: *chuckles softly* Basta yung promise mo.

M: Promise. *smiles*

R: At burahin mo na yung video ng habilin mo. Pang-asar eh. Tumatawa ka pa dun. Parang hindi mo naiintindihan yung takot ko, kung anong mararamdaman ko.

M: Sorry na. Sorry na nga. Sobrang guilty ko na nga oh. Pero seryoso ako doon. Yung pasasalamat ko kina Nanay at Tatay, sa mga kapatid ko, sa walang sawang pagmamahal at pagintindi sa akin, kina Daddy at Lola at buong pamilya mo sa pagtanggap at pagmamahal sa akin. Seryoso ako sa pagsabi kay Dean na maglinis ng condo pag may time at pag-iwan kay Coleen ng mga OOTD ko kung magkasya sa kanya in five years. Seryoso din yung bilin ko kay Matti na humanap ng babae na kasing bait ng Mama niya, at yung sa'yo. *closes her eyes and rests her forehead on his chin* Lalo na yung sa'yo nung sinabi kong mahal na mahal kita at ikaw ang pinakamahalagang bagay na nangyari sa buhay ko, when I thanked you for everything you have done to love and take care of me, seryoso ako sa bilin kong alagaan mo ang sarili mo palagi at yung sinabi ko na...

R: Ssshhh... Ayokong marinig.

M: Yung... *sobs softly* yung sinabi ko na pwede kang magmahal ulit kung nagkataon na...

R: Ssshhh... Ssshhh... Ssshhh... *grits his teeth and breathes heavily* Sabi nang ayokong marinig! *snarls* Kailan mo maiiintindihan na imposible yung mangyari dahil itong puso ko, itong buong pagkatao ko, hinding-hindi na magmamahal ulit ng ganito. Mamamatay muna ako. Hindi ko kaya, Meng, please. *starts crying again*

M: Okay. Hindi na talaga. Sorry na. Sorry na please. *cups his face and kisses his lips, gently then deeply then fervently until his sobs are lost in sighs and moans*

R: Dinadaan mo ako sa kiss. *pouts*

M: Effective naman. *giggles*

R: *rolls his eyes*

M: Sorry na kasi. *tugs on his sleeve* Sorry na pleeeeaaasssse. *bats her eyelashes*

R: *sighs* Di kita matiis eh noh? Okay pero masakit pa rin.

M: *sighs* Akong bahala sa sakit na yan. *rubs his chest, over his heart* Hihilutin ko. *grins*

R: Ano to? Pilay lang?

M: Oo. Pilay sa feelings. *giggles* Naipilit ko yun.

R: Oo nga. Sige nga. Paano hilutin ang feelings.

M: Ganito. Hihilutin dito sa dibdib.*slowly rubs his chest, deliberately touching his nipples through his cotton shirt until they stiffen*

R: *bites his lip and moans*

M: Tapos diretso sa ulo.

R: Sa ulo?

M: Sa ulo. *smirks and snakes her hand down his boxers*

R: Uy... *groans* 🙈

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Unbeta'ed and not proofread. Thank you for reading. ❤️