Chapter 42

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March 9, 2018

West's POV

When was I going to tell her?
I loved her, key word being loved. I just don't anymore. But Natalie, she's something different. I feel things when I'm with her that I never felt with Kourtney. I have been talking to Natalie a lot recently. I have just been telling Kourtney it was family issues, blah blah blah. I don't know why she still believes me. None of the boys obviously do. They always get super protective when I'm around her. Daniel always shoots me daggers when I'm in the room. He knows something is up. He is the one who figured it out. He loves her. I can tell. He would be so much better for her than I would. I just can't take going behind Kourtney's back anymore. I love Natalie, not Kourtney. I thought I loved Kourtney, but I don't. I never did. I was just saying that to myself, to her. I realize that now. I have to do this soon. The sooner the better right? Natalie lives in New York. I found her through Instagram. We have only met a few times. Those were the weeks I told Kourtney about my mom needing help. I am moving to New York. It feels like the right move. All I have to do is tell her that I am moving for collage or something, block her, and be with Natalie. I had to do this either today or tomorrow. I'll just do it tomorrow. I'll let her have one more day of being happy with me. Twenty-four hours. I already told Natalie about this. She said her and Kourtney used to be friends. But something happened between them. I don't know. But Nat said I could stay in the spare bedroom of her apartment. I could do this. March 10th will be the last day of this relationship. Last day of "Weston Kourtney" as the fans called it. It was a stupid ship name. I guess they were fans of that Weston Koury kid or something. Anyways, I already turned my account on private. I already started to delete photos of me and Kourtney. This was it. This was the last of "Weston Kourtney." I know her and Daniel will be together. She loves him, she just can't tell yet. So, this was for the best. She will hopefully find her true feelings, I have already found mine, for someone else.
I may break her heart, but sometimes the broken path leads you to the most beautiful destinations.

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