Bellamy Blake Imagines

I'm Sorry

You stared at the chip in your contemplating. "It'll erase all the pain he's caused you." Jaha spoke up, staring at you with intrigued eyes. He honestly didn't think it'd be this easy to get you to take the chip, remembering your defiance from the Ark, but then he'd learned about Bellamy.

"I won't remember anything?" You questioned, turning it over.

"The pain? Yes."

You nodded, taking one more look at the chip before making your decision. "Then i'll see you there." And with that you placed the chip in your mouth, feeling it dissolve in the back of your throat before suddenly everything became blank.

You tried to remember why you felt so sad before, but nothing came to mind. With clouded eyes, you looked up at Jaha who smiled at you.

Bellamy struggled, trying to break the restraints around his wrists and ankled, it kept him stuck to the pole behind him. He stared angrily at Jaha, who stood by the door with a wide smile and blank eyes. He needed to get out of here before they tried to force the chip in him, and he couldn't let that happen.

"Jaha, let me go!" He yelled, trying to gain the mans attention. Jaha only smiled, waking out of being in the City of Light. He regarded Bellamy for a moment before chuckling, "Y/N you may come in now."

With a gasp and wide eyes, Bellamy turns his gaze to you. He thought he would never see you again after you'd run off when he'd regrettably cheated on you. He chased after you for days, but you'd disappeared, completely vanished.

With a blank face and fake smile, you walked in. In your hand a small knife and you walked just in front of you. Bellamy stared at you, confused as he tried to search for any ounce of you left but you just regarded him with the same blank smile. "Now, Bellamy, i'm going to leave you alone with an old friend." Jaha spoke, walking out of the room.

"Y/N..." Bellamy whispered, pulling at his restraints to reach you. He was was relieved you were alive but you weren't you. His heart beat rapidly as he stared at you in concern. "What did they do to you?" He wondered what could have convinced you to take the chip, after you knew what evil it could do.

"They did nothing." You finally spoke, your voice the same but different. "It was only you who caused this."

Bellamy felt his heart sink and with one last tug, he stopped trying. Guilt that had been with him since he'd done it, grew as he stared in your eyes. Those eyes he loved (and still did) but ruin when he had been so high on his power strike. He hadn't understood why you didn't back him up with Pike, so because of your anger he'd slept with some other girl. Only you'd caught them and after everything that'd happened, he realized that he know understood why you refused to back him.

"Now, you will need to take the chip." You ordered, reaching for a chip and pointing it towards his mouth. Bellamy shook his head, turning his head to the side. You sighed, seemingly turning to something behind you as Bellamy watched in concern.

With wide eyes, he watched you pull both your sleeves up and placed the knife you held against your right arm. Right over the vein and with a panicked yell, he reached at far as he could to you. "NO!" He yelled.

"Take the chip." Was all you said.

Bellamy stared at the knife, trying to decide. He couldn't. If he did then this war would be over for him. "No."

"Then this is your fault." And with that you pressed against your skin, sliding the knife down as beads of red grew. You made no face of pain and Bellamy watched amazed that you weren't screaming before he saw how deep you cut.

"Please, Y/N. You know this isn't you." He tried. "Why'd you take the godamn chip!" He yelled, trying to ignore the way your arm bled.

"I took the chip because of you, Bell." You said, using the nickname he loved to hear come from your lips. He bit his own, his heart breaking as you moved the knife to your other arm.

"Please, please. Im sorry. I understand why you did it, but this isn't you!"

"This is me. This is the me you caused." You said, pressing down on your arm. "Why'd you cheat on me, Bell? I loved you." You said as you cut another deep slice into your arm. He was about to answer before you passed out, falling onto the ground.

"I was mad!" He yelled, trying to reach you.

The door swung open and with fear, Bellamy tried to reach you only to sigh in relief when Clarke walked through. She stared shocked at you, looking over at Bellamy before running over. She fell to the ground, grabbing your arms as she held pressure to them.

"Bellamy!" Miller yelled, walking over to you. He unrestrained Bellamy, helping him down, Bellamy let out a small thank you before falling down next to you. Clarke stared at Bellamy for a moment before ordering Miller to get a clothe or something.

It was the best she could do. Luckily you hadn't cut deep enough to actually slice yourself to death, but it would be bad if she didn't stop the bleeding. When she received the clothe, she quickly wrapped it around both arms, tightly.

"Will she be okay?" Bellamy asked brushing hair from your face.

"She'll be fine." Clarke huffed.

With a groan, you opened your eyes. You felt no pain as you sat up, and stared at your arms. You were, though, surprised to see your foot chained to the ground and in a completely different location. It looked oddly familiar but you couldn't quite place it.

The door swung open and you watched as he ran in, "Y/N!" He yelled, seemingly relieved. He stared down at you with a small smile but all you did was stare at him confused.

"Who are you?"

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