Bellamy Blake Imagines

Secretly (AU)

I couldn't decide if this con was disaster or the best time of my life. It was the first con when I and Bob were a couple. The problem was that no one knew.

We had decided to keep it a secret. In fact I didn't know why, but it was Bob's idea. He thought that it would be better because it would prevent us from getting various kinds of reactions from fans. Because this fandom could be really harsh towards the actors and make our lives a living hell.

I had agreed with him because I didn't want people to make it a big deal. On the other hand I didn't really care what would others think and sometimes I wished that people knew about us because I was tired of hiding.

However I hadn't told him about it because I wasn't sure about our relationship that much. I wasn't sure if Bob saw it as serious as me and how much confident he was about us.

I glanced at the alarm clock on the night stand. It was 5:30 am. We were supposed to leave the hotel for the con at 9:00 am so it wasn't the reason why I was awake. I had been woken up by Bob who was currently dressing up so he could sneak out of my room into his.

Originally we hadn't even been supposed to sleep together but he had come last night into my room telling me that he couldn't sleep alone. It had made me really happy but it had meant that he had had to wake up so early so he wouldn't get caught.

"Earth to Y/N," I blinked few times realizing that Bob was staring at me with sleepy smile.
He was standing beside the bed now fully clothed.

"Sorry, you are already leaving?" I frowned not liking it at all.
"Unfortunately," he leaned down placing a sweet kiss on my lips, "I love you."

"Love you, too," I mumbled as he tucked me in placing one last kiss on my forehead.

I was nervously tapping my leg against the floor waiting for this panel to end because I felt extremely uncomfortable.

It was the first con since mine and Bob's characters had gotten together. So aside from numerous questions from fans about it, our fellow cast members couldn't resist the urge to tease us.

It made me feel quite embarrassed since we were dating and I didn't know how to behave without revealing the truth. Bob was sitting next to me and by the way he sat there tensed I knew he wasn't enjoying it as well.

"Hi," some fan spoke up to ask another question, "so I have a question to Y/N. This is your first season but it looks like you have already become close with the cast. So I want to ask with whom do you like working the most?"

"Oh, that's a hard one. I love working with all of them. I can't really choose one," I smiled answering honestly. Even though I loved Bob so it would have been logical if I had said his name, I really loved being around all of the cast members.

"Oh, don't lie, Y/N. We all know the truth," Richard replied to my answer smirking.

"Do you?" I fired back trying to sound careless even though I knew exactly where it was going.

"It's kinda obvious that you especially enjoy shooting with Bob," Marie butted in winking at me.

"Why would you think that?" I asked with glare getting annoyed.

"Well for example," it was Lindsey's turn now, "remember when you were shooting that make out scene? It looked so real that you left us wondering if it wasn't in fact real."

"I... Uh...," I looked down as I felt myself blushing. Right now I really wanted to run away from there.

"Let's move to another question, shall we?" Bob offered trying to save the situation.

Currently we were sitting in some kind of restroom having a break which I gladly accepted. Some of us were looking into their phones, the others were having fun together. But I wasn't in the mood to be around people today.

"I am bored," I mumbled mostly to myself looking around.

"Why won't you go rehearsh your upcoming scenes with Bob then?" Jarod who was sitting next to me asked smiling at me earning chuckles from everyone except me and Bob.

"Can't you all just stop this? Aren't you tired of it?" I shot at them a little more desperate than I wanted.

"Why? It's just fun," Richard looked at me with furrowed eyebrows.

"It's not funny at all," I shook my head sitting straight.

"C'mon. You two are acting so strange. Every time one of us makes fun of it you get flustered or acts as if it's something serious. Are you hiding something or what?" Lindsey shot us suspicious look waiting for my answer.

"We are not hiding anything. It just makes us uncomfortable," Bob tried to defend my opinion clearly feeling the same way about it.

"Are you sure?" Marie eyed him and I had a feeling that she had already suspected something was going on.

"Okay, this is enough," Bob stood up clearly fed up by this situation, "We are dating okay? Now can we just drop this conversation?"

"What?" Everyone asked in unison surprised. I was surprised as well not expecting him to reveal our relationship to them.

"Are you kidding?" Richard asked with raised eyebrows.

"No, it's true," I nodded confirming what Bob had just said.

"Great, because I was always rooting for you two," Marie clapped her hands excitedly. She was clearly happy which made me smile.

"This is amazing," Jarod patted Bob's shoulder with proud look on his face.

"I can't believe that we were so oblivious," Richard laughed shaking his head, "but why did you keep it from us?"

"Because we probably didn't want you to freak out and make it a big deal," I shrugged not really knowing how to answer that question.

"I am really happy for you," Eliza smiled at me squeezing my arm reassuringly.

"Hey, Bob, Y/N," a staff shouted at us from the door earning our attention, "get ready. Your photo session starts in 10 minutes."

"On our way," Bob nodded at the person and then turned to me grabbing my hand with a smile, "let's go."

"You aren't mad, are you?" Bob asked once we were in the hallway with no one around us.

"Why would I be?" I looked at him surprised by the question.

"Because I told them about us," he answered a little nervous.

"I am definitely not mad at you for that. I am kinda glad we don't have to hide in front of them," I stopped walking and turned to face him.

"Me too. I just wish we don't have to hide in front of anyone. I want the whole world to know how lucky I am for being able to call you mine," he brushed a piece of my hair that had fallen into my face.

"Then, let's not hide. I am tired of it anyway. I have never really liked it," I suggested, excitement spreading all over my body.

"Why you haven't told me?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Because I thought that you wanted it to be like this. That you weren't so sure about us so you rather wanted to keep it a secret," I answered honestly earning a look that was full of confusion and surprise.

"Of course I don't. I love you more than anything and there's no way that I would want to hide it. I just wanted to protect you from all those unpleasant reactions," he sneaked his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him.

"I don't care about them. Screw others," I replied without hesitation earning a smile from him, "we love each other and that's the only thing that matters."

"Yeah, you are right," he hugged me kissing my forehead, "now let's strike some killer poses."

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