Bellamy Blake Imagines

You Left Me

You had been walking around Arkadia, talking amongst the people of the camp. Your newly given guard jacket felt heavy on your shoulders considering it was a size too big. They chose to make you guard after Bellamy had upped and left out of nowhere. At first Kane was skeptical, you had been pretty tore up after the older Blake sibling left but you kept on a strong facade.

"How are you feeling?" you turned around at the sound of Kane's familiar voice. He stood behind you with a soft smile as he looked you over in the guard uniform.

You sighed softly and averted your gaze to your boots before looking back up at Marcus. He asked this every day even though it had been nearly three weeks since Bellamy was gone. "I'm fine. Tired, but fine," you answered and shrugged a bit.

Kane opened his mouth to speak again but he was interrupted by the sound of the alarm going off at the gate, signaling someone was outside or between the wall and the tree line.

You and Marcus ran side by side to the gate, an assault rifle being thrusted into your hands. "What do we got?" you called out as you checked the gun to make sure it was loaded and ready.

"We saw something along the tree line, it's started moving into the pasture. Possibly a Grounder," Miller answered you and stepped forward with his own gun ready.

You nodded and positioned the gun on your shoulder before ordering the other guards to open the gate. Everyone was under your command, no one allowed to fire unless you said so. The gate opened slowly and you stepped forward, peering into the scope on your large gun that magnified your view.

You turned slowly, examining the large open expanse before the trees started. You stopped when you saw movement just over the small hill and you walked forward until you could see clearly. You stopped dead in your tracks and stared into the scope in shock.

"(Y/N)?" you could hear Miller ask but your heart was beating so fast you could barley hear your breath.

"Hold your fire!" you yelled out and dropped your own gun to your side, turning your head and meeting Kane's eyes. "It's Bellamy. Someone get Abby Griffin!"

In a rush, guards and people from medical ran past you and out to meet Bellamy who was limping and badly beaten. You walked back to the gates, thrusting your gun into Monty's arms who looked at you in worry. You kept walking past him, Bryan and Harper and kept your eyes forward.

"Send him to the interrogation room as soon as possible," you called to them as you continued to walk to the Ark. Monty called your name in protest but you turned your head sharply and shouted, "That's an order!"

Once you were in the safe confines of the Ark's walls, you felt like you couldn't breath. You were sucking in deep breaths and stumbling against the wall as tears burned in your eyes. You let out a scream and slammed your fist into the wall, hearing your bones crunch against the thick metal.

You walked quickly to the interrogation room and slammed the large door behind you. You pulled your jacket off quickly and threw it against the wall. You leaned over the table and put your head in your hands, tugging at your hair as tears fell down your cheeks.

Bellamy left you, without saying a word, without a goodbye. He just left. Now he was back, limping in beat up like nothing happened. He waltzed right out the doors without looking back and broke your heart. You spent all this time trying to mend it and it was being shattered all over again.

You paced the room for what felt like forever, chewing on your bottom lip as you waited for someone to bring Bellamy in. After another few minutes, there was a knock at the door. It opened and Kane stuck his head in, meeting your puffy eyes. "Are you sure about this?" he questioned.

With not of your head, the door was opened the rest of the way and Bellamy stepped into the room. Your heart was pounding against your rib cage as his eyes locked with yours and he swallowed thickly. The door was shut behind him, leaving the two of you alone in the eerily silent room.

"(Y/N)-" Bellamy started but you raised your hand to silence him and shook your head.

"Don't, you don't get to speak right now," your voice was hard as you glared at the dark haired male in front of you who pressed his lips together. "Where were you Bellamy? You just leave without telling anyone? You couldn't even say goodbye? You didn't tell anyone where you went, for three weeks a search party looked for you. For three weeks I was heartbroken and worried sick. For three weeks I was ALONE. You left me Bellamy!" your voice broke when you finally said his name and you looked away.

Bellamy stood before you, guilt ridden on his face as he stared at the floor where your feet were. He didn't know what to say without making everything worse. He never meant to hurt you, he thought you didn't care that he left.

"If you had asked me to stay, I would've," Bellamy spoke softly, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck.

You turned and looked at Bellamy in disbelief. "Are you fucking kidding me? I never should have had to ask! I loved you, you idiot!" you screamed at him, all of your pent up anger and emotion coming out. You now had tears streaming down your face but you couldn't find it in yourself to care. "I was in love with you and you left," your bottom lip quivered as you spoke.

Bellamy finally stepped forward, his larger frame towering over yours as his hands reached up and cupped your cheeks. Bellamy forced you to look him in the eyes as his own looked glossy with unshed tears. He sniffled slightly as his thumbs traced your jawline slowly.

"You were in love with me?" Bellamy asked softly, his voice barely above a whisper. "Or you are?"

You stared up into the chocolate brown eyes that belonged to the love of your life and you held onto his forearms as he caresses your face. You but your lip and sighed softly as your thoughts ran a mile a minute. "I am in love with you, you idiot," you finally answered, causing you both to smile.

Bellamy leant down and pressed his lips to yours softly, his hands holding you close to you couldn't get away. You stood in the quiet room as you kissed the man of your dreams. The two of you still had a lot to talk about but in that moment you didn't care. All you focus on was that moment felt as your lips moved perfectly in sync with Bellamy Blake's.

↱  by blakesmurphy100 ↲