Marcos POV :
*knocking on door.*
'Marco ? What are you doing here ? It's 6:00.'
'I know Jackie I just wanted to hang out , maybe.'
'Sure come in.'
Stars POV :
Now let me tell you a little something about anxiety
Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time . It's the fear of failure but no urge to be protective . It's wanting someone to talk to but hate socialising , it's wanting to be lonely but people force them self into your life . It's the feeling of every problem being dropped on you at once and paralysing you so you can't move out of it.
When people say they get it they probably don't , even if they have had anxiety , it's all diffrent . Someone's could be about failing then someone's could be about socialism . All diffrent .
As I wiped away the tears and turned the light off . A rock was thrown at me window .
'Star ?'
'TOM WTF!?'
'I need to speak to you. Come down.'
'Ok.'
I climb out the window . And I slipped .
'STAR!'
I fell into toms arms .
'Wohh we cearful.'
'Sorry I've never climbed out of a window , it's not something I do every day Tom .'
'I guess.'
'Anyway what do you want ?'
'I just wanted to tell you that Marco l-l-l.'
'I know . I found the letter .'
'What.'
'Tom I found the letter.'
'Then why didn't you replay !?'
'I didn't read it all , the ink bleed , all that was left was the words :
Star I love but Jackie '
'Ugh Star the letter just said that he loved you but he also loves Jackie.'
'What.'
'Star.'
'Hold up . No that's not right . Marco isn't meant to love me , this is a funny joke.'
'No joke.'
'Oh god.'
'What wrong ?'
'I-I can't . W-what about everything that's happend . Everything is so awkward between up r/n why the hell did he do this . Last time we propabaly spoke I told him strait up he was the reason I was cutting.'
'Star calm down. Breath.'
'I-I can't .'
Tom shouted up to Janna who came out the door . She reacted but it was fake.
'Ok I'll take star . Come on.'
As we walked up stairs.
'Star why did you react like that ?'
'Janna because last time we probably spoke we fell out . What he has just done my have just wreaked or bonded the relation ship , it's messing my head .'
'But Star.'
'No janna . I just want to not deal with one more relationship. I may love Marco but I can't we have fallen out and I'm under stress .'
'WAIT YOU LOVE MARCO!?'
'Janna shut up.'
'Starco'
'Janna no. Shut up. I don't mean it like that.'
'What ever you say.'
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little does he know
Fanfictionafter star gets mean texts from a unknown person , she starts to fill with anxiety . it gets even worse when it spreads online , marco tries to help , but nothing works . what will happen? story - it involves STARCO lots of STARCO and some killing t...