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stars POV :
'I think god is trying to tell you something.'

'That doesn't help Janna , it just really weird.'

'Well just try to ignore it , I'll be back tomorrow.'

'Thx Janna , see ya at the airport'

'Bbyyeee xx.'

Marcos POV:

'I swear down god wants you and star to happen.'

'TOM it won't happen , she doesn't like me like that , she hates it when I give her a friendly kiss.'

'Ok, and I guess there is Jackie.'

'Yea.'

'Just don't make things awkward anymore.'

'Ok , bye tom.'

'Bye Marco.'

Stars POV :
As I put my phone on charge , my stomic started to rumble even more . I was so fucking hungry .
Marco came into my room . We both trued to act like nothing happened and it kinda worked .
We laughed a little and talked a lot. We had a really fun night .
I wish he would kiss me like her randomly does , and if he did I wouldn't push him away...

But he didn't .

'Marco I'm just gonna quickly take another cig brake.'
I said just finding an excuse to get out my bed

'Star can you stop?'
Marco asked looking at me . His dad died of smoking .

'Listen Marco , if I could stop I would but it's the only thing talking the pain away . I will stop for you , after the end of the month.'

'But that's in 13 days.'

'Only 13.'

I walk out side and Marco follows .

'You know what this reminds me of ?'

'What?'

'A book I read.'

'Marco you have read many books , you will have to be passific.'

'Ugh the one about the boy who falls in love with his best friends sister , he wants to be cool so he talks up smoking.'

'Oh yea then she tells him he is prefect just the way he is.'

'Yea.'

Marcos POV:

As star let out a puff of smoke . I worried about her health . Smoking is bad , and I have lost many people to it I don't want to loose star.

After she finished she pulled me back into the bedroom.

'So Marco what do you want to do?'

'Idk , I kinda wanna sleep but then I kinda wanna talk.'

'Star?'

She fell asleep. How can she fall asleep in the space of 2.5 seconds

Anyway I'm gonna sound like a dork, but yes I do have a diary . And I had to write down stuff

Dear diary
What am I right now ?
God is giving me signs to be with star but I love her and Jackie !?
Sure I've kissed Star , idk why.
But I've kissed Jackie.
Also like 1h ago I felt the need to hold Star by the waist . WHY !?
Then she legit were touching noses . I should of just peoples her into a kiss again !
One kiss from her would make my choise .
But the thing is , would we even happen ?
She pushes me away.
Maybe she sees me then nothing more then a friend .

Stars POV:

Dear dream files

WHY CANT I JUST TELL MARCO HOW I FUCKING FEEL I DID IT TO TOM!?

He kisses me and holds me . And I love it , but I push him away.
WAIT is this a joke ? Is he tricking me ?
Is he controlling mr phone ?
No I have his contact ?
How could I even think that ?
But he is with Jackie , and I may be in a good place but my bubbly fake self still wants everyone to be happy .