It's been about a month since I left Seungcheol. I changed my number and other information so he won't contact me. There were moments when I just wanted to call him so I could hear his voice but this baby will only make things more difficult for him.
I was in my hotel room, putting up Christmas lights and other decorations. The Christmas tree was already decorated and the room smells really good. I bought some candles that smelled like cinnamon and decided I was gonna put them everywhere in the room. There were no presents under the tree. Not like the Christmas I used to experience when I was a little kid.
"I should buy you some stuff. Would you like that?", I asked as I looked down at my five month belly.
I haven't felt kicks since yesterday. Doctor said that was normal but I love when this baby kicks. Makes me feel like I'm not alone.
"I don't even know what I'm having. I should just buy a few stuff that doesn't involve the gender of the baby", I said to myself.
The clothes I was wearing was a bit too tight and it was almost nighttime anyways so I changed into my comfy pjs. It was a bit cold so I wore the sweater Seungcheol gave me the first time I met him. It was a little bit big but I didn't mind. I can still feel his arms around me every time I wear this sweater.
A knock interrupted my thoughts. I found it weird since I ordered room service like two minutes ago. I walked towards the door and opened it only to have myself freeze.
"S-Seungcheol? What are you doing here?", I asked quietly.
He didn't answer. He stepped in and closed the door behind him. He kept walking towards me, causing me to take steps back. I was about to trip but he quickly wrapped his arm around me and pinned me against the wall.
"Oppa?", I called out.
His eyes went down to my stomach. He hesitated but his arm slowly went down to place his hand on my stomach. He lightly gasped once he felt my baby bump.
"Jeonghan told me. I didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to believe that my own girlfriend who I thought loved me would leave me without saying anything. Why didn't you tell me?", he asked.
"I left because I love you. You're just starting to expand your love for acting and I didn't want to get in the way of that. I thought if I stayed and had the baby with you, you'd be distracted. You would've been taking care of the baby and going to work. It would burden you too much. That's why I left. I don't want your life to be ruined because of me", I said, looking down.
I heard him sighs and felt his hands rise up to be placed on my cheeks. His thumbs lightly caressed and pushed my head up so I can look at him.
"You're such an idiot. I love you even more than acting. I don't care whether I'd be tired. And I don't think of you as a burden. I don't think of this baby as a burden. I just want you to be happy. And I'm not happy if you're not around. Do you know how crazy I've been going without seeing you?? Promise me you won't ever leave again. Because I seriously can't live my life if you're gone", he said.
I was surprised to hear what came out of his mouth. I mean I knew that he already had such a sweet and caring heart but I honestly thought he didn't want a baby this young.
"I'm sorry for being selfish. I should've told you instead of leaving", I mumbled as I looked down.
"You weren't being selfish. I know you were just trying to protect me. But now that I'm here, I can spend Christmas with you so you won't be alone", he smiled and intertwined our hands together while we walked towards the living room.
Seungcheol stopped as he felt something hit his head. He looked up but when he looked back at me, his smile turned into a smirk.
"Did you know I was coming here?", he asked.
I raised an eyebrow and wondered what he was talking about. His finger pointed up towards the ceiling so my eyes followed.
A mistletoe?
"I swear I didn't put that there. Hmm that's weird", I said.
"Well since its tradition...", he looked down at me and smiled.
I smiled in return as I knew what he was thinking. He leaned his head forward until our lips met. My arms made their way around his neck and I felt myself floating. It was nice until he pulled away groaning.
"What was that??", he asked, looking down at my stomach.
"That was the baby kicking", I said.
"Really? What a powerful kick", he chuckled and placed his hand on my stomach to feel another kick.
"Do you know what you're having yet?", he asked.
"Not yet. I have an appointment in two weeks. Maybe you could go with me", I said.
"Are you sure?", he asked.
"Well yeah. I mean you are the father", I said.
"Yeah. I am", he smiled and looked down at my stomach.
"How'd you know I was here?", I asked him.
"Your sister told me", he said.
"I should've known. She can never keep a secret. I'm glad you're not mad at me. I kept thinking you didn't want kids right now. I guess I should've put more thought into it", I said.
"Don't worry about that now. Let's drink some hot chocolate and cuddle. Since I didn't get to spend Thanksgiving with you, I'll make your Christmas a holiday you won't forget. But if you decide to leave before that make sure to give me a heads up so I can stop you", he joked.
"I'm not gonna leave. And thank you for being there for me. I don't know where I would be if you didn't rescue me from my parents house. You're the best boyfriend anyone can ever ask for", I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his cheek.
He grabbed my hand and helped me make hot chocolate while he baked some chocolate chip cookies. He stayed with me until the day after Christmas. I checked out of the hotel and went back to their house to find a surprise waiting for me. I guess Seungcheol and I will be starting our new lives in a new house.
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